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Slaves To The Energies That Surround Us

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sky-space-dark-galaxy-2150/ Full disclosure! The title of this piece is meant to draw Your attention to it. Some people have popularized the term “click-bait”, this applies here as well. During my recent exploration into the field of astrology, it has become clear to me how much we as humans Read more…

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Holding On and Letting Go

Image source: Photo by eberhard grossgasteiger from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/brown-and-green-leaf-trees-with-snow-covered-field-in-background-774861/ The thing about nature is that it has a mind of it’s own. It moves with a sense of purpose unlike any other. Strong willed, yet at the same time soft and beautiful. Nothing can stop it, however much we want Read more…

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Figuring Things Out

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sky-space-telescope-universe-41951/ There isn’t a single person on this planet who has everything figured out or has all the answers. We are in a constant process of figuring things out ourselves through different kinds of interactions with this reality. For a while I’ve been on this quest, seeking to Read more…

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Attention and Wanting to be Seen

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-magnifying-glass-712786/ I have a confession to make. I want attention. A huge part of that desire or want is the simple equation attention = money. Or at least that’s how to perceive it. If You have other people’s attention it’s easier to make money. Wanting attention itself is not Read more…

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Simple Things – A Guide to Appreciating The Annoying Things in Life

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/nature-forest-trees-park-38136/ Simple things I bitch about but would be sad if they weren’t in my life. A guide for appreciating the so called annoying things in life. My partners breath in the morning before brushing teeth – My partner who I love dearly would be gone from my Read more…

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Humans First

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/baby-children-cute-dress-264109/ I’m terrified of failure. It’s one of the things I cannot seem to shake no matter how much I feel or take action, learn, face my demons or live on this planet. I’m just terribly afraid of failing. There is one very good reason for this. You Read more…

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Abundance of Experience and Creation

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/altitude-clouds-cold-daylight-417173/ If I have the knowing that I have everything at my disposal at all times, maybe in other realms, then there is only abundance. Fear of lack: The mind races “Oh my God, if I don’t do this, then I wont have this, then they will think Read more…

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Fears, Meditation and Dying

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/photo-of-mountain-during-day-226366/ Recently I’ve been obsessed with death, dying of old parts of myself. There is a very simple reason for this. Dying of those parts, fears that have lived inside of me for so long has provided me with the freedom I’ve longed for such an extended period Read more…

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What Being A Man Is All About

Image source: My private collection. A very calm summer evening, Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. The title of this piece is quite self explanatory. Right now being a man in this world is quite difficult, not to say darn impossible. You literally have to fight for Your right to exist on Read more…

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Hope

Image source: My private collection. Sunrise near Tallinn, Estonia. In times of trouble and darkness turning into light it seems quite dense sometimes. I believe we are at this very point in our human experience. We can see the light and the potential of what is there but the darkness Read more…

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