Poetry

Real Worth

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes we want someone to embrace our shadows Before we have done it ourselves Sometimes the line between light and dark Gets blurry And we don’t know what to do We want someone to hold us And carry us through To Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Second Day

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa Obja village. It’s the second day And I feel okay Lead into wholeness In a different way Such completion Is found inside In the quiet corners of the mind Tranquility sinks deeper into My being, a gift truly worth feeling Even the drops Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Podcast

Ask Ian Episode 2

Second episode of the Ask Ian show. This one is about emotional processing and digging deeper to find ease in simplicity. Enjoy! Ian

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

In My Sweetest of Souls

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. The loneliness I feel Sometimes does feel real The mind wants to deal A different hand, eagerly Desiring a solution But nothing can take this away from me Anything I have ever tasted Slept with Done Accomplished Or filled myself up Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

An Inside Game

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes the words are hidden behind the surface Quiet waiting game with the world itself Days are different Like night and day My inside experience Has a mind of it’s own What’s do be done here Just wait for clarity to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Night

Image source: My private collection. Near lake Tudu, Lääne-Virumaa, Estonia. Under the cover of darkness We are all equal As the night descends We become shadows Shadows of yesterday Like the morning The night is always wiser There’s a sense of yearning for freedom in the night Without the fullness Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Seeking for Guidance

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Whispers in the night The speak so quietly Delicately they talk about Your divine right Romping through the plains With mysticism in their minds What are You seeking weary traveler? They ask with only one thing in mind To remind me Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

In the Presence of Grace

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. During times of deep reflection and sadness There are only a few to count on To look and seek guidance from It was meant to be this way You were supposed to figure it out on Your own From the reflections Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Kingdom

Image source: My private collection. Gran Canaria, Spain. The perception Of a never ending cycle and feeling Can, in itself, be devastating Gut-wrenchingly heartbreaking I have no other way through it But through The mind builds castles and strongholds Facing them, being them, perceiving them Until I crumble and have Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Go on

Image source: My private collection. Gran Canaria, Maspalomas Dunes. Waiting for it Wanting it all Dazed, with clarity above all Mixture of emotions Sharpened by the mind I sometimes gaze upon death I feel it pierce through my veins Knowing that it will leave me Before the end of my Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago