Feeling Fear

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/bare-feet-boy-child-couch-262103/ I’m paralyzed by fear I feel so much It’s a lot to take I’m changing The old skin is falling Peeling away Layer after layer But the new one isn’t there yet So I sit Feeling uncomfortable as fuck Raw and tender The only thing that’s beating Is my heart And echoes … Read more

The Human Experience

Image source: Photo by Kasuma from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/sea-sunset-ocean-playing-106258/ So delicate So fragile Like catching a snowflake with my tongue So gentle So rough Like putting my hands in the ground Soaking it up It could end in every moment Every moment could be the last Or the first Exploring it with curiosity and tenderness Opens … Read more

Tightly

Image source: Photo by Gabriela Palai from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/alone-autumn-mood-forest-cold-countryside-397096/ New depths I’m reaching Fast paced teaching So full of love and preaching Feasting at the feast of life Are You ready my friend? Taking Your hand we gallop through the mystic plains of sacred ground Like a couple of bloodhounds Making sounds all night round … Read more

A Vision

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/people-eiffel-tower-lights-night-5156/ Do You realize how hard it is? To do the things that nobody is doing To go to the places unknown To feel the pain that is not felt And come back to tell the tale? There’s only so far I could go alone I have to stroke the legs of mystics … Read more

Things

Image source: Photo by photos_by_ginny from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/macro-photography-of-purple-dahlia-flower-828543/ The richness I can find Oh to be alive Suddenly this is where I reside In life, immersed in the tidal Waves of highs and lows Warm and cold I put my hand on my weeping heart It’s crying because of all the beauty It can find … Read more

The Waiting

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/abstract-background-bright-clouds-207130/ I don’t know right now And it’s okay Today I’m not okay with the not knowing And that’s okay too It might be to soon? Though it is the full moon Feel like I can touch You with my fingertips Feel You in front of me Maybe I’m making it too magical? … Read more

Your Own Death Can’t Possibly Await You, It Actually Longs For You

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-match-stick-with-fire-in-front-of-candle-with-fire-159436/ It longs for You to arrive You’ve taken huge strides Living Your life Now it is time to die The coldness of which You imagine it to be Can only be surpassed by the warmth of this experience You see, when a part of You dies It dies because it is ready … Read more

Vastness

Image source: Photo by Kasuma from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/night-sky-view-134074/ Wishing for clarity and a sense of ease To be held in the most loving way Seemingly to be touched by God By me, by something mystical outside of me That I quite can’t grasp, as well as the vastness Of the Universe, that’s clearly larger than … Read more

Today Was A Good Day

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/view-of-black-trees-and-sun-237273/ Today was a good day Although I woke up in pain I was again reminded Life’s about the little things Known smell of a towel from a place I love Jumping in lakes, connecting Hugging, playing, surrendering It’s about looking at the sunset Feeling like I belong, even if it’s just a … Read more

Within Me

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-and-white-cold-fog-forest-235621/ I want to get out of my skin So uncomfortable, so delicate the sensation Unbearable, yet there’s nowhere to escape Just sitting here with all that pain I meditate and meditate Is this the only way for me to live? Otherwise life seems like constant discomfort Sharp stings under the skin But … Read more