Things

Image source: Photo by photos_by_ginny from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/macro-photography-of-purple-dahlia-flower-828543/ The richness I can find Oh to be alive Suddenly this is where I reside In life, immersed in the tidal Waves of highs and lows Warm and cold I put my hand on my weeping heart It’s crying because of all the beauty It can find … Read more

The Waiting

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/abstract-background-bright-clouds-207130/ I don’t know right now And it’s okay Today I’m not okay with the not knowing And that’s okay too It might be to soon? Though it is the full moon Feel like I can touch You with my fingertips Feel You in front of me Maybe I’m making it too magical? … Read more

Your Own Death Can’t Possibly Await You, It Actually Longs For You

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-match-stick-with-fire-in-front-of-candle-with-fire-159436/ It longs for You to arrive You’ve taken huge strides Living Your life Now it is time to die The coldness of which You imagine it to be Can only be surpassed by the warmth of this experience You see, when a part of You dies It dies because it is ready … Read more

Vastness

Image source: Photo by Kasuma from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/night-sky-view-134074/ Wishing for clarity and a sense of ease To be held in the most loving way Seemingly to be touched by God By me, by something mystical outside of me That I quite can’t grasp, as well as the vastness Of the Universe, that’s clearly larger than … Read more

Today Was A Good Day

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/view-of-black-trees-and-sun-237273/ Today was a good day Although I woke up in pain I was again reminded Life’s about the little things Known smell of a towel from a place I love Jumping in lakes, connecting Hugging, playing, surrendering It’s about looking at the sunset Feeling like I belong, even if it’s just a … Read more

Within Me

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-and-white-cold-fog-forest-235621/ I want to get out of my skin So uncomfortable, so delicate the sensation Unbearable, yet there’s nowhere to escape Just sitting here with all that pain I meditate and meditate Is this the only way for me to live? Otherwise life seems like constant discomfort Sharp stings under the skin But … Read more

On The Mend

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-208309/ Swiftly moving under the surface Overwhelming in nature Once allowed it seizes to exist It’s freedom, freedom from myself Angrily tired, it takes it’s toll Roaming my body, taking control I say nay! I’m here, I’m taking a stand! It overpowers me with ease All I can do is feel It takes … Read more

Keep

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sea-water-ocean-dark-656/ I have this feeling of letting go Of trusting, surely it will flow? The truth is, I don’t know Maybe to trust, let go and then I will know? When pain is deep and the descent seems steep What will it take for me to keep My heart open in the mystique … Read more

Together

Image source: Photo by freestocks.org from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/love-couple-sunset-sunrise-40525/ Just simmering on the top Of my heart’s glow Love that can breach Lowest of lows And the highest of highs Love that can never dry up If watered with care It will glow, like a beacon For the people to move towards Go and hold my … Read more

Dying

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/clouds-dark-dark-clouds-darkness-416920/ Remembrance of yesterday As if a part of me is dying And all the memories with it I find Myself gazing out the window a lot these days Watching the leaves play Crows say hey They remain a friendly reminder to me That every day begins anew And every second I die … Read more