Bridges

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/adventure-beautiful-boardwalk-bridge-235734/ Power arises when I allow Myself When I become one with Myself Rising up from My knees And let Myself feel Counting the days and riding the waves Holding on for dear life Settling into Me is what I long to be See Myself, sense Myself Knowing, loading up the barrel I … Read more

Hiding

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/orange-flower-with-butterfly-87452/ I’m touched by my own innocence It’s soft and playful Tender and loving I receive it open-heartedly Pulling back the layers Sitting down and saying our prayers I feel closeness to everything I feel connected to serenity Rest Your hands on mine For now it is time To enjoy the sublime Sweet … Read more

That Time When I Felt God For The First Time

Image source: Photo by Kristina Paukshtite from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/blue-white-and-red-poppy-flower-field-712876/ I sit with myself and it’s quiet I like the silence Connecting me to myself I remember the murmur of the trees The wind in my blonde hair Running towards the setting sun It all felt complete, everything seemed so sweet The feeling washed over me … Read more

One

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/panoramic-photo-of-bushes-near-pond-158361/ The opening of the heart Ease flows through my body Like a fierce river It flushes my body I feel connected to everything As it all melts into nothingness And instead of emptiness I find the full richness of life Soothing my body, nurturing it with presence I reach out to the … Read more

Culminations

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/city-skyline-under-blue-sky-401265/ Culminations of our lives Rarely yell when coming Always in search of something And there it is, peaking it’s head to the surface Something lies in that space Something deeper that I’ve ever touched upon Greatness, subtle surrendered greatness Looking at me from afar Wanting me to taste it Wanting to taste … Read more

Painful

Image source: Photo by Josh Sorenson from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/beach-clouds-dawn-dusk-391522/ Fucking painful the feeling of losing an idea Idea of what was supposed to happen A mental concept that’s aching in the bones I made it mine, I made it a shrine To hide from the tears of loneliness Painfully reminded of letting go Of surrendering, … Read more

Left Inside

Image source: Photo by tousif khan from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/road-in-between-trees-814667/ It’s going to be weird at first Looking at the road I’ve taken Shaken off, taken loans Now being here seems sold Can I reach the goals? Are they at my grasp? I have reached so many already Subtle doubt still lies within Or rather without … Read more

The Sweetest of All

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/adorable-animal-animal-world-cat-209037/ I say a silent prayer I can hear the whispers in the air They are near Loving me Guiding me, My dear Not knowing yet Feeling so much My heart, the sweetest of all touches Lays deep within Caressing my soul It’s time to let go Ian Altosaar

A Different Agenda

Image source: Photo by Radu Andrei Razvan from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/photography-of-trees-covered-with-snow-773594/ I’m really getting tired not being able to live at my own pace It might seem like I’m getting tired of the human race That’s fortunately not the case Although I believe we have to end this God damn race With each other, with ourselves … Read more

The Trust

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-of-padlocks-on-railing-against-sky-256738/ I don’t trust a lot of people with my heart and mind It’s been broken too many times Before and after The taste of it is enough to make me blind To see the real intentions of people Is it selfless what they are after? Or selfish? Can it be both? For … Read more