Poetry

Realness

Image source: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.app3dwallpaperhd.icewallpaper For real, just be with me Just cut all the crap, all the fucking learned patterns of dominating and power dynamics And just sit with me Just look into My eyes as I gaze into Yours What do You see? What do You feel? There’s a broken Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Emptiness

Image source: http://pixcore.com/other/%5B292044-4752×3168%5D-viva-emptiness-stul-cherno-2 Can’t You see how empty this is? So insufferably empty Hollow When I look at You there’s only desertedness You laugh There’s nothing You speak And the shallowness of Your being oozes right through me And I’m sad Part of me wants You to be different It’s Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Silence

Image source: Universe? I see no reason to speak now No I want to be I want to look at You I want to feel You Words just fill the void But the void needs no filling Cause it’s already full Can You see the irony? Delicate paradox of this Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Darkness

Image source: http://wallpaperbeta.com/snow_forest_trees_winter_nature_hd-wallpaper-341656/ Darkness my old friend Here we meet once again A deeper feeling that lies within My human mind wants to fend Send You off somewhere far far away I lay Like molded in clay this idea stays Afraid And curious I’m once more Can it be I Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Short, One-Sided Love Affair

Image source: http://quotesgram.com/wolf-and-moon-quotes/#YX3bDko1G0 It was dark But I was totally awake It was snowing To give contrast to the vast darkness around me Had no idea I was going to meet You But we met We looked at each other It was love at first site Or affection, attraction I Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Morning

Image source: https://hdwallpapers.cat/winter_morning_light_sunlight_snow_nature_hd-wallpaper-1279078/ I was awake but I could sense You were asleep You had Your back turned towards me I could hear You breathing, it was quiet I can still remember Your smell It was sweet and soft, creamy It felt like home And away (All the pun intended) Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Fear

Image source: http://www.ambwallpapers.com/mountains-hd-wallpapers/ I feel fear now The metallic feel of the sensation grabbed me by the throat I’m helpless with it I’m like a kid at a candy store with no money to buy candy It hurts The weight in my arms has doubled They are like wooden thumps, Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Shadows

Image source: Private collection Can You see the shadows? Can You feel them? Can You hear them? What do they say? Is it hurt they’re expressing? Wonderful Now You see them Now You feel them They are loud! They’re intent isn’t malevolent Oh no Quite the opposite They sing songs Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Beauty

Image source: View from the office building I work at during a snowstorm. And suddenly You can see the beauty of it all A guy on the corner speaking french Fuck I love french! The curves of a woman passing by Her coy smile The softness The sensuality of her Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

All Life Is Death

Image source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSbtCX-uDEs A grueling concept But when You sit with it long enough A certain ease arises The fighting stops You are still afraid of death But You are clear about the certainty of it I’m not asking You to be okay with it Just sit with it Toy Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago