I Am Not ENOUGH

Photo by Miguel Orós on Unsplash I am not enoughThis comes to You from every cornerEvery experienceEvery rejection This world is built upon You not feeling good enoughNot enough sexyNot enough moneyNot enough thingsNot enough partners I need more! This world is emptyIt is empty without the real connections You makeIt is empty because You treat everyone like … Read more

The Fake Kind of Freedom

Photo by Dawid Zawiła on Unsplash The fake kind of freedomIs very simply putSaying and believing the things opposite to truth If one has a belief about himselfIt is of utmost importance that it’s actually trueOtherwise, all other paths lead to suffering The path which always leads to freedom eventuallyIs one of admitting the truthAlthough painful at first … Read more

More About Freedom

Photo by Dallas Reedy on Unsplash Once You take a moment to doubtAll the things saidBelieved, thoughtThen You have arrived at the doorstep of freedom To go all the way throughYou have to take a step backLet go of everythingAnd arrive at nothing At this stageAll You have ever knownWill serve YouBut it won’t be Your master Because … Read more

Satisfaction

Image source: Photo by Lukasz Saczek on Unsplash Some days Life is fucking hard Not a glimmer of hope At the end of the rope But some way In some very strange way You end up at a place I dare to say Is at least filled with hope The mind twists It turns, no better yet, it yearns … Read more

With

I sometimes feel so much Terrified of the outcome The bursts of emotion to come Afraid of sacrifice When done for the wrong reasons Changing of the seasons Reminiscing too much Fuck, oh fuck Why did I drink so much Signs of something new Hopefully pure, a cure For the pain and heartache With blonde … Read more

A Narrow Road

What seems to be The purpose of Your life Is it depth that You seek Or is it in essence shallow what peeks Your interest I’ve spent my entire life grabbing for the shallow That road is very narrow Just like a sparrow The attention span won last until tomorrow A life of meaning can … Read more

I Sometimes

I sometimes wonder Ponder the questions Some have called utopian wonders Do we wander This earthly plane Without even knowing each other’s names? Is this experience as cold as it seems? With empty and shallow memes? It can’t be, I’ve seen pastures so green That it will make me believe Reasoning with this reality Has … Read more

To Your Death And Expansion

Just go, move forward Take the lessons and goals More so than ever Needed Your perseverance High and low I hope to know Where the energy will flow Insecure and unsure The competition somewhat fierce And tiring What if instead of admiring Things shallower than the beliefs of a social butterfly We turn to something … Read more

Tune

A while ago A power so strong Started coursing through my veins Hold on they said And take care Look at the bare Minimum What’s out there Amidst the rays of sunshine and the rainbows Through the rain and into the fullness of late blooms Rest assured We will be waiting for the tune Ian … Read more

With A Blanket

Mindfucked I feel like I’m tucked in With a blanket Or maybe a straitjacket? The haze covers my lungs I cannot speak, sing or hum I bet I’m not the only one Who is coming undone The falling apart place It must be stared straight in it’s face Terribly unsettling When real life keeps on … Read more