I Sometimes

I sometimes wonder Ponder the questions Some have called utopian wonders Do we wander This earthly plane Without even knowing each other’s names? Is this experience as cold as it seems? With empty and shallow memes? It can’t be, I’ve seen pastures so green That it will make me believe Reasoning with this reality Has … Read more

To Your Death And Expansion

Just go, move forward Take the lessons and goals More so than ever Needed Your perseverance High and low I hope to know Where the energy will flow Insecure and unsure The competition somewhat fierce And tiring What if instead of admiring Things shallower than the beliefs of a social butterfly We turn to something … Read more

Tune

A while ago A power so strong Started coursing through my veins Hold on they said And take care Look at the bare Minimum What’s out there Amidst the rays of sunshine and the rainbows Through the rain and into the fullness of late blooms Rest assured We will be waiting for the tune Ian … Read more

With A Blanket

Mindfucked I feel like I’m tucked in With a blanket Or maybe a straitjacket? The haze covers my lungs I cannot speak, sing or hum I bet I’m not the only one Who is coming undone The falling apart place It must be stared straight in it’s face Terribly unsettling When real life keeps on … Read more

So It Is

Getting to the core of things in this fast-paced world of ours is not common It takes time, nobody has time anymore It seems like it’s even slipping away from me But unfortunately, it takes time to really listen Understand something more deeply It might take a lunar cycle or two Or even more In … Read more

Bubbling

I’m just a being Real-time seeing Feeling, on occasion kneeling Dreaming, deep sleep having Being Together is nice Coming together is sometimes hard Finding places To trust in each other After years and years Of silence These places are filled up Bubbling with energy Looking for a way out Through expression Experiencing Yourself In ways, … Read more

I Wonder

I wonder why? Things are as they are As I look to the sky Seems way up high But the question remains Are we just a dot, that’s hard to find? What of meaning? These are turbulent times Do we exist, just to exist? Is it small or big? Our lives Is it neither? Is … Read more

Despair Towards Freedom

It catches You and You are done. Knowing life, the beautiful side of it, gone. Now the climb up, or to a new place in time, must start. It can be hard. There is a grey wherever You look. Even the words You speak and listen to, taste like sawdust. Underneath it all lies acceptance, … Read more

The Bed

Take what You can get When Time stands still For Only one day You The moment passes me by Find New meaning to life Remember Some good times from before Hold Them dear to my heart Release And find new ones Stand Up and more Than Anything I’ve seen before Ian Altosaar

My

A myriad of choices Finding myself Looking back at changes Tighten the grip And loosen the stance Make choices based on values You stand for Lonely and sad Too bad It’s going to be More like You Creation will stand Pictures glowing in the dark Ian Altosaar