On The Mend

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-208309/ Swiftly moving under the surface Overwhelming in nature Once allowed it seizes to exist It’s freedom, freedom from myself Angrily tired, it takes it’s toll Roaming my body, taking control I say nay! I’m here, I’m taking a stand! It overpowers me with ease All I can do is feel It takes … Read more

My Call

Image source: Photo by Tatiana from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/alone-automobile-blur-car-614499/ Just let it go Home, feels good to say Is where the heart is Your reflections still haunt me Looking in the mirror Mine as well This long despair Waiting me to catch it Hold it, finally be met By the presence It’s really longing for All … Read more

Deep Inside

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/atmosphere-autumn-beautiful-branch-262140/ Looking outside Grabbing, needing My heart is bleeding Dripping from sadness Embraced by loneliness Tasting my own mortality Thankful for my vitality Sages and druids Their movement so fluid Finding the steps Looking for rest Piercing through That much is true Nothing lasts Everything must pass Then I laugh Now I cry … Read more

The Trust

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-of-padlocks-on-railing-against-sky-256738/ I don’t trust a lot of people with my heart and mind It’s been broken too many times Before and after The taste of it is enough to make me blind To see the real intentions of people Is it selfless what they are after? Or selfish? Can it be both? For … Read more

The Fourth Day

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/mist-misty-fog-foggy-7919/ It’s the fourth day Deep memories from the past With rush of emotions they came So fast, so vast Tears from my eyes From unsaid goodbyes A blessing in disguise? Bringing back the kingdom One day at a time Wipe the tears from my face See it as a blessing I’m here … Read more

I Rise

Image source: Photo by Matheus Bertelli from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/astronomy-constellation-cosmos-dark-577582/ It doesn’t really matter Knowing pain is knowing Yourself Why do I choose this? Because it’s sweeter than a woman’s kiss What’s real anymore? Who can I trust? Right on the cusp Standing as I must Believe, believe in Yourself Quiet whispers remain Like the weather … Read more

Breath

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-of-candle-over-black-background-333515/ It made the candle lit room silent His breath was heavy and deep Mustered up from the depths of his soul He was growing old Something or someone seemed to be nagging at him Something he couldn’t yet touch Something old was about to leave What, that remains to be seen It … Read more

The Firmest of Hearts

Image source: Photo by Jakob from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/mountain-under-starry-sky-during-nighttime-761394/ There are times that it will hurt like hell The mind likes to dwell To ring the bell of doubt But thankfully there is a way out Knowing that will lead You down south Where the warm breeze Is equaled by the coldest of fronts Toughness is … Read more

Everything That Used to Make Me Feel Alive Makes Me Feel Dead Inside

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/adult-alcohol-bar-bartender-274192/ Everything that used to make me feel alive Now makes me feel dead inside And then I realized It didn’t actually make me feel alive Just amplified the emptiness I felt inside It made me feel more of what was already there With no one to share, the gifts that felt so … Read more

Sit With My Fucking Soul

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/relaxation-sitting-reflection-statue-46177/ I’m sitting with my fucking soul I’m listening intently what I have to say I’m praying, praying for something I yet do not know I’m living in the unknown, the not knowing is enough to drive me mad It tingles underneath my skin I want to surrender to it Slowly baby, slowly … Read more