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A Deeper Commitment

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Tallinn. One of the strongest commitments to make Is the one we make to oneself This is the only true commitment we can actually make during this lifetime After making these commitments You really have to look at Yourself Because this type of powerful Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
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A Journey Through

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. There is always light within the dark But sometimes we as humans succumb to the darker parts of creation Sometimes the pain we feel or experience is so great The road through seems desperately far This is where a strong developed Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Internal

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. To be internally grateful Adds meaning to this life To find some of that meaning outside of Yourself A dark red cherry on top of a cake Finding something or someone to relate to Can often take time And what at Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Second Day

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa Obja village. It’s the second day And I feel okay Lead into wholeness In a different way Such completion Is found inside In the quiet corners of the mind Tranquility sinks deeper into My being, a gift truly worth feeling Even the drops Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Podcast

Ask Ian Episode 1

Here’s the first episode of Ask Ian! Enjoy!

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Freedom to be Me

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. I have a yearning that’s burning inside Echoes from within, time and time again The strongest of pulls The greatest of all desires I walk this path I fight for it with all my wrath As much as I can This Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Road to Freedom

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2014/03/meh.ro11593.jpg To be in these moments Where the silent whisper of despair Comes out In the form of a scream The pain so deep It cannot possibly be real The world seems so heartless The moment itself sacrilegious How can this be? Why can’t anybody else see? The Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Life

Image source: https://wallpaperscraft.com/download/bear_owl_autumn_leaves_leaf_fall_mushroom_forest_trees_72839/3840×2400 It’s a crazy world out there It will break Your heart in two For the simple act of expressing Yourself After it’s been broken for a while You begin to develop this courage A strength within To still keep going after all the breaks Your heart will Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
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A Deeper Desire

Image source: Private collection, Tallinn, Estonia. Authors of the painting: Margus-Richard Talivee and Bert Norralt. Desire For deeper meaning Yearning For true purpose Wanting For simplicity Catching Of identities Diving Into the unknown Seeing Of different realms Running Into the vast openness Fucking Deeply into the depths of the soul Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Man I Am

Image source: http://www.wallpapersxl.com/wallpaper/1920×1080/park-leaf-autumn-in-the-nature-1135052.html The tastefulness of this very moment Is all that I have I can feel my heart, pounding gently My chest feels like it’s overflowing With joy and love I want to savour this Hold it close, close to my innocence Resting on my shoulder I’m committed to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago