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On Death

Image source: My private collection. Tallinn, Estonia. If You continue to look at death straight in it’s face You will break regardless If You happen to experience the bright side of life on some days In between this constant dying There might be periods of lighter existence But don’t be Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Coming

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. What if we find a new way to be? Will You trust? Me? What if we learned? While doing? Safely? Can You thrust Yourself? Through open doors? With me? A plea To find strength and forgiveness To learn while coming together Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
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A Journey Through

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. There is always light within the dark But sometimes we as humans succumb to the darker parts of creation Sometimes the pain we feel or experience is so great The road through seems desperately far This is where a strong developed Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Internal

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. To be internally grateful Adds meaning to this life To find some of that meaning outside of Yourself A dark red cherry on top of a cake Finding something or someone to relate to Can often take time And what at Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

New

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. It is in the newness where the soul resides It awaits, longing for the return of the king Or queen Unfortunately It is always searching Grasping for new realms Not yet created It has always been like this We are born Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Real Worth

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes we want someone to embrace our shadows Before we have done it ourselves Sometimes the line between light and dark Gets blurry And we don’t know what to do We want someone to hold us And carry us through To Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Where The Light Stands

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. It is in the consciousness of man Where the light stands When that light starts to flicker We need something more to believe in When there is no light The darkness descends As the light returns The lion roars once more Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Longer Conversation

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Pärnumaa, Jaaguranna lillelaager. Creation can come into fruition in moments Showing You the life You desperately wanted It’s close to a miracle Because it can show You the love You have been withholding Withholding love starves a man and his surroundings Allowing it to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Now

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, lake Tudu. How do You live with the knowing? Of a new world that is growing And an old one in peril It must be quite overflowing But the fire inside keeps on glowing While the shadows in the darkness moaning Could it Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Second Day

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa Obja village. It’s the second day And I feel okay Lead into wholeness In a different way Such completion Is found inside In the quiet corners of the mind Tranquility sinks deeper into My being, a gift truly worth feeling Even the drops Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago