Articles

Humans First

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/baby-children-cute-dress-264109/ I’m terrified of failure. It’s one of the things I cannot seem to shake no matter how much I feel or take action, learn, face my demons or live on this planet. I’m just terribly afraid of failing. There is one very good reason for this. You Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Abundance of Experience and Creation

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/altitude-clouds-cold-daylight-417173/ If I have the knowing that I have everything at my disposal at all times, maybe in other realms, then there is only abundance. Fear of lack: The mind races “Oh my God, if I don’t do this, then I wont have this, then they will think Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

What Being A Man Is All About

Image source: My private collection. A very calm summer evening, Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. The title of this piece is quite self explanatory. Right now being a man in this world is quite difficult, not to say darn impossible. You literally have to fight for Your right to exist on Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Nobody Cares About You

Image source: My private collection. Me doing funny faces and drinking fancy lemonade at a hipster restaurant in Pärnu, Estonia. The restaurant itself is called Supelsaksad. I don’t have any connection to the restaurant other than I loved our visit there and the food was absolutely delicious. You should go Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

How to Find Your Own Personal Inner Truth?

Image source: My private collection. On a marsh island, Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa. This is literally going to be one of those articles that teaches You how to do something. Exactly like Cosmos “How to turn on Your man with these 5 easy tricks?” Or “74 ways to help You find Your Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

On Death

Image source: My private collection. Tallinn, Estonia. If You continue to look at death straight in it’s face You will break regardless If You happen to experience the bright side of life on some days In between this constant dying There might be periods of lighter existence But don’t be Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

A Deeper Commitment

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Tallinn. One of the strongest commitments to make Is the one we make to oneself This is the only true commitment we can actually make during this lifetime After making these commitments You really have to look at Yourself Because this type of powerful Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

A Journey Through

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. There is always light within the dark But sometimes we as humans succumb to the darker parts of creation Sometimes the pain we feel or experience is so great The road through seems desperately far This is where a strong developed Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Internal

Image source: My private collection. Somewhere near Viljandi, Estonia. To be internally grateful Adds meaning to this life To find some of that meaning outside of Yourself A dark red cherry on top of a cake Finding something or someone to relate to Can often take time And what at Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Real Worth

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes we want someone to embrace our shadows Before we have done it ourselves Sometimes the line between light and dark Gets blurry And we don’t know what to do We want someone to hold us And carry us through To Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago