Poetry

This Is Surrender

Image source: https://chakracenter.org/2013/02/24/4330/ As I grasp the sadness of this moment The impermanence of everything knocking on the door This is good sadness The kind that reaches down deep Gently caresses My insides Just for a while the time around Me stops I can feel Myself fully Nothing makes sense Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Bigger Man

Image source: http://1fotonin.com/WDF-2047022.html Sometimes I wish I was a bigger man Not percolating here in the sand But is this what makes a person grand? Being out there making stands? Damn, feels like I’m on remand Or am I just going mad, thinking this is bad? If only, just a Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Tulips

Image source: http://wallpapersrang.com/tulip-wallpaper/tulip-wallpapers-full-hd-wallpaper-search-page-13/ Tulips are low On the fields of gold They too are bold Unless it’s cold We are told To dig up holes Pinch our moles Quietly grow old Do You fit this mold? Do as You’re told? Fold and collect gnomes Please don’t Instead, dig up gold Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Trail

Image source: http://iliketowastemytime.com/2012/08/19/daily-wallpaper-nature-trail The trail that is laid before me Of longing, holding Deep sense of everything that’s inside of me Caressed with gentle love Presence that reaches deep Even my feet, steep into me I feel Heal and field a new story It rings true, out of the blue Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Road From Shame

Image source: http://www.1366×768.net/natural/8968-sosny-doroga-les.html Stifled with a sense of shame I’m fighting My battles with Myself Perceived pain is pain Crumbling slowly My mind and my body My ego, my sense of self Is being rewritten Bitten by the special bug A tug of war buried deep within Accepted and not, Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Power In My Belly

Image source: http://fractalenlightenment.com/33769/life/the-relation-between-the-sun-and-human-consciousness It’s been such a long time, since I saw You. Seemingly nice, polite I hide in plain sight Time has come, to fill up my lungs And speak my lines, in time Pull aside the childish tries To control, hold on And let go instead Into the Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Still Waters Run Deep

Image source: http://hdwallpaperspal.com/mountain-landscape-hd-wallpapers/ The depth of You swallows me up I can feel You wanting me I can sense You wanting me to catch You You’ve been waiting for this all Your life Just hoping, longing Now we’re here, the dance begins I know You want to be opened I Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Scent

Image source: http://www.wallpaperup.com/621334/landscape_nature_boat_lake_spring_Mountains_forest_trees_snow.html You smell like soap Like fresh handmade soap The good kind, the kind You can only get from fancy boutiques The scent of if lingers in my nostrils But it goes deeper It reaches my core, it soars, until I can’t take it no more I’m in Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Humbled

Image source: http://ilovehdwallpapers.com/ The uncomfortable feeling that’s crawling under the skin As almost on the surface but I can’t remove it It feels like it’s right there, however it lies within the depths of my being Waves and waves, more and more I can’t take it anymore, I need to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Wild Woman

Image source: http://nature1080.blogspot.com.ee/2013/06/ocean-rugged.html The way You take Your hair and slowly piece it together Subtle art that’s left unnoticed I notice, I can see The pain You’ve been through The thickness of Your skin After years and years of life But I can also see the softness underneath The playfulness, Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago