I Must Wake

Image source: Photo by Diana Măceşanu on Unsplash I want to fight it But it keeps on growing I want to surrender to it But I find myself moaning Gut-wrenching fear Is percolating in my presence I feel like a sad boy Seems like the man I once was Is a memory I cannot claim right now What to … Read more

Fitting

Image source: Photo by Fancycrave on Unsplash So I wait I call Roads to heavens Come As You are Take And recall Who made the call For change Lust and lists I just sit Wonder Ponder how I see fit Hopefully, the road is always lit Ian Altosaar

Wrap My Hands

Image source: Photo by Alexander Klarmann on Unsplash Endings and beginnings Are sometimes intertwined As if there was no beginning or end in the first place From start to finish This life is Yours for the making Grabbing her Seems like the wise choice Painfully witnessing Relentless coming of life It is time To wrap my hands in surrender … Read more

Believing Part Two

Image source: Photo by Michał Parzuchowski on Unsplash And now All that is left to do Is sit And wait Ponder Relate to what’s going on in my life Find meaning in resting Helping myself To higher ground Where my worth is no longer measured It just is Like the essence of nature It is always there To be … Read more

Believing

Image source: Photo by Andre Gorham II on Unsplash Scared and vulnerable Emotions come and go A continuous flow Tightly knit The feeling of disappointment in my gut Somewhere so deeply Motions Explosions of energy Kindly pick up the stranger Lastly Say it proudly Believing so boldly Ian Altosaar

There Are Deeper Places

Image source: Photo by Jorge Garcia on Unsplash Rest assured This road has been an arduous one So much so I’m shaken to my very core There is so much darkness within the light That it surrounds me What to believe, where to seek? Only one true place for this to be There are deeper places A mixture of … Read more

True Knowing

Image source: Photo by Ant Rozetsky on Unsplash I appreciate the guidance I’m thankful to have this support In this lifetime Sometimes Creation takes time Careful preparation Knowing of souls So that one day You could look into each other’s eyes And plan the next chapter of Your journey together Life once lived Ceases to exist Once the living … Read more

The Human Subconscious

Image source: Photo by Jesse Gardner on Unsplash The human subconscious Is so rich, so powerful I’m in awe of it’s vastness My heart breaks a little Each time I think about The fact that I might not Get to know everything about it When I fall asleep I’m thankful for my dreams They give my life meaning And … Read more

My Day

Image source: Photo by Dawid Zawiła on Unsplash Thoughts of the day They unravel as I am Unbelievably angry Or incredibly happy I see them, feel for them Some, full of pain Get noticed only when circumstances arise Others, enjoyable for quite some time Nothing more to say Just slowly pray before bed Hoping Tomorrow will be somewhat of … Read more

Love And Hate Run The State

Image source: Photo by Michael on Unsplash Walk through the shadows Amidst the kings fallen beneath Your feet Taste their sorrow For the life, they could not live Embrace the darkness For light will certainly follow Someday Many teachings lie between the two For one Life doesn’t have to be this way We can choose Just be sure You … Read more