Realness

Image source: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.app3dwallpaperhd.icewallpaper For real, just be with me Just cut all the crap, all the fucking learned patterns of dominating and power dynamics And just sit with me Just look into My eyes as I gaze into Yours What Read more…

Emptiness

Image source: http://pixcore.com/other/%5B292044-4752×3168%5D-viva-emptiness-stul-cherno-2 Can’t You see how empty this is? So insufferably empty Hollow When I look at You there’s only desertedness You laugh There’s nothing You speak And the shallowness of Your being oozes right through me And I’m Read more…

Darkness

Image source: http://wallpaperbeta.com/snow_forest_trees_winter_nature_hd-wallpaper-341656/ Darkness my old friend Here we meet once again A deeper feeling that lies within My human mind wants to fend Send You off somewhere far far away I lay Like molded in clay this idea stays Read more…

Morning

Image source: https://hdwallpapers.cat/winter_morning_light_sunlight_snow_nature_hd-wallpaper-1279078/ I was awake but I could sense You were asleep You had Your back turned towards me I could hear You breathing, it was quiet I can still remember Your smell It was sweet and soft, creamy Read more…

Fear

Image source: http://www.ambwallpapers.com/mountains-hd-wallpapers/ I feel fear now The metallic feel of the sensation grabbed me by the throat I’m helpless with it I’m like a kid at a candy store with no money to buy candy It hurts The weight Read more…

Shadows

Image source: Private collection Can You see the shadows? Can You feel them? Can You hear them? What do they say? Is it hurt they’re expressing? Wonderful Now You see them Now You feel them They are loud! They’re intent Read more…

Connection

Image source: This is me. With and without My bullshit.   As I’m discovering a deeper connection with Myself it’s becoming clearer to me that I madly yearn for connection. Deep soul connection. The yearning is almost unbearable. It’s like Read more…