That Time When I Felt God For The First Time

Image source: Photo by Kristina Paukshtite from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/blue-white-and-red-poppy-flower-field-712876/ I sit with myself and it’s quiet I like the silence Connecting me to myself I remember the murmur of the trees The wind in my blonde hair Running towards the setting sun It all felt complete, everything seemed so sweet The feeling washed over me … Read more

One

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/panoramic-photo-of-bushes-near-pond-158361/ The opening of the heart Ease flows through my body Like a fierce river It flushes my body I feel connected to everything As it all melts into nothingness And instead of emptiness I find the full richness of life Soothing my body, nurturing it with presence I reach out to the … Read more

Slaves To The Energies That Surround Us

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sky-space-dark-galaxy-2150/ Full disclosure! The title of this piece is meant to draw Your attention to it. Some people have popularized the term “click-bait”, this applies here as well. During my recent exploration into the field of astrology, it has become clear to me how much we as humans are influenced by the energies … Read more

Culminations

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/city-skyline-under-blue-sky-401265/ Culminations of our lives Rarely yell when coming Always in search of something And there it is, peaking it’s head to the surface Something lies in that space Something deeper that I’ve ever touched upon Greatness, subtle surrendered greatness Looking at me from afar Wanting me to taste it Wanting to taste … Read more

Holding On and Letting Go

Image source: Photo by eberhard grossgasteiger from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/brown-and-green-leaf-trees-with-snow-covered-field-in-background-774861/ The thing about nature is that it has a mind of it’s own. It moves with a sense of purpose unlike any other. Strong willed, yet at the same time soft and beautiful. Nothing can stop it, however much we want to. One thing that is … Read more

Painful

Image source: Photo by Josh Sorenson from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/beach-clouds-dawn-dusk-391522/ Fucking painful the feeling of losing an idea Idea of what was supposed to happen A mental concept that’s aching in the bones I made it mine, I made it a shrine To hide from the tears of loneliness Painfully reminded of letting go Of surrendering, … Read more

Left Inside

Image source: Photo by tousif khan from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/road-in-between-trees-814667/ It’s going to be weird at first Looking at the road I’ve taken Shaken off, taken loans Now being here seems sold Can I reach the goals? Are they at my grasp? I have reached so many already Subtle doubt still lies within Or rather without … Read more

The Sweetest of All

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/adorable-animal-animal-world-cat-209037/ I say a silent prayer I can hear the whispers in the air They are near Loving me Guiding me, My dear Not knowing yet Feeling so much My heart, the sweetest of all touches Lays deep within Caressing my soul It’s time to let go Ian Altosaar

Figuring Things Out

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sky-space-telescope-universe-41951/ There isn’t a single person on this planet who has everything figured out or has all the answers. We are in a constant process of figuring things out ourselves through different kinds of interactions with this reality. For a while I’ve been on this quest, seeking to find the ultimate truth. Looking … Read more

A Different Agenda

Image source: Photo by Radu Andrei Razvan from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/photography-of-trees-covered-with-snow-773594/ I’m really getting tired not being able to live at my own pace It might seem like I’m getting tired of the human race That’s fortunately not the case Although I believe we have to end this God damn race With each other, with ourselves … Read more