Humans First

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/baby-children-cute-dress-264109/ I’m terrified of failure. It’s one of the things I cannot seem to shake no matter how much I feel or take action, learn, face my demons or live on this planet. I’m just terribly afraid of failing. There is one very good reason for this. You see for me, failing means … Read more

Keep Going

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/astronomy-beautiful-clouds-constellation-355465/ What troubles Your soul? The belonging Of which You have known Growing Although not complete Is a journey Towards discovery, forever Incomplete Dear God Look into my eyes and see The strength and perseverance I am a good boy, You must see Torn still by the temptress of gold Becoming holy, why … Read more

Abundance of Experience and Creation

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/altitude-clouds-cold-daylight-417173/ If I have the knowing that I have everything at my disposal at all times, maybe in other realms, then there is only abundance. Fear of lack: The mind races “Oh my God, if I don’t do this, then I wont have this, then they will think that I’m this, then I … Read more

Fears, Meditation and Dying

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/photo-of-mountain-during-day-226366/ Recently I’ve been obsessed with death, dying of old parts of myself. There is a very simple reason for this. Dying of those parts, fears that have lived inside of me for so long has provided me with the freedom I’ve longed for such an extended period of time. In a way … Read more

Trust, Openness and Desire

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/man-and-woman-boat-rowing-in-sea-during-golden-hour-165505/ This piece is for people in relationships and for those of You that want more intimacy in them. A lot of our experience on this planet is fueled by desire. This is neither good or bad this is stating a fact that has come to me from years of observations. Depending on … Read more

To Men and Women

Image source: https://pixabay.com/en/woman-tiger-fur-predator-cat-254538/ Look deeper Always look deeper To come into more knowing Emotion is shallow Feeling is deeper Knowing both is equally important Here is where thought enters The knowing To go even deeper Women are not straightforward The mind cannot possibly solve this equation You have to feel with them Breathe with them … Read more

The Sweet Whispers of Winter

Image source: http://www.freeimageslive.co.uk/free_stock_image/winterwoodland As the quietness of the winter descends It’s a good time to look within To see if something speaks to You more loudly A rowdy thought perhaps? Not to say that this is the only time to ponder what torments the soul Oh no But when the outer world slows down The inner … Read more

A Scary Proposition

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Kumna village, near Keila. Everything that I’ve ever written I have written for myself Every poem, all the teachings They are for me It’s very selfish You see I’m learning as I go here It’s trial and error Pain and joy Disbelief and hope And everything in between My … Read more

Hope

Image source: My private collection. Sunrise near Tallinn, Estonia. In times of trouble and darkness turning into light it seems quite dense sometimes. I believe we are at this very point in our human experience. We can see the light and the potential of what is there but the darkness has to be dealt with … Read more