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What if
Image source: Winter sunset in Estonia, I can almost feel the heaviness of it all. What if Everything we ever said to each other was a lie What if Everything we ever said to each other was a lie What Read more…
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Words
Some days You don’t have the words to express Yourself. Kid Cudi to the rescue: [youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APdF-op1Vp4] <3 Ian It’s okay to be exactly where You are in this moment.
Poetry
To My Woman
Image source: http://gabworthy.com/science/weird-habits-that-partners-should-tolerate-in-the-bedroom/ To My Woman, where ever and whoever You might be… I want to fill You up with My sex I want to fill You up with desire I want to see You drip I want to make Read more…
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My Desire
Image source: http://www.newsnish.com/tips/health-tips/seven-types-of-love-you-might-experience-in-your-life/ I’m sitting by the fireplace at my families country home. Journaling. Journaling about a specific topic this time. My desire. My desire with women and life in general. When I was first introduced to this exercise the Read more…
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The burning of the yearning
Image source: https://www.chicagocostume.com/spiders-spider-webs/ Have You ever felt yearning for someone or something? I have. It feels like something outside of You is pulling You towards that thing/person/situation and at the same time You really don’t have a chance to get Read more…
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Beautiful
Felt a glow in my heart after watching this. [youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aW8BDgLpZkI] Video by Shea Glover. Her channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN5jHFAZ9hIJq0FqLPaUHgQ <3
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Sitting here
Image source: Kalamaja beach, taken couple of months back during sunset. I’m just sitting here, pondering what to write about. I’m feeling almost okay today or more upbeat than usual. If You’re feeling a bit down then the creative juices Read more…
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In The Trenches
Image source: My families farmhouse in Ida-Virumaa, Estonia. Taken during sunset last summer. When You feel like crap or are depressed it’s like someone or something has pulled a grey veil over Your eyes. Everything seems pointless. I have no Read more…
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Me
Image source: http://bonniecopelandcoaching.com/do-you-set-clear-boundries/ I have no idea what to write about in this weeks blog so I’m just going to go for it. Sometimes just starting gets the juices flowing. I’m partly frustrated and I feel lightness as well. I Read more…
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Who am I?
Image source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klbBJM-QcZE To tell You the truth, I don’t know. It seems like I’ve taken on so many beliefs and stories from the outside, all this bullshit about how to be and not to be. Too much self development Read more…