Loneliness

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/photography-of-night-sky-733475/ Loneliness Can be Your friend and ally Your silent confidant Or You can turn it into Your greatest foe It can be a source of pain And quiet desperation Or pure opening of Your heart In which ever way You choose Life will be there for You regardless There will always be … Read more

Raspberry Smoothies and Wine

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/rock-formation-with-grassfield-background-722016/ Life has a strange sense of paradox Written into its very core Pouring out of pure clarity in the midst of insanity Pain is a stepping stone To whatever follows next Is probably for the best Now is the time When true endings are mine Raspberry smoothies and wine Ian Altosaar

With You

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-couple-love-romantic-5302/ If I lay down with You Will You cry? If I share my stories with You Will You say goodbye? I hope there’s space for You by my side If I get angry with You Will You hide? If I break down and want safety with You Will You try? I’m scared to … Read more

Attention and Wanting to be Seen

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-magnifying-glass-712786/ I have a confession to make. I want attention. A huge part of that desire or want is the simple equation attention = money. Or at least that’s how to perceive it. If You have other people’s attention it’s easier to make money. Wanting attention itself is not a bad thing. It is … Read more

The Dance of Life

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/snow-capped-mountain-under-cloudy-sky-711177/ The death of a moment can break Your heart It can remind You all that was And it’s gone Life on this planet can seem cruel With all the little deaths happening all at once Only when we have time to reflect upon them We can see life in it as well All … Read more

Space

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/full-moon-illustration-713664/ Go into space Through time and waste Get to the core Of knowing The most powerful place In the midst of space Laced with the wisdom Carried by the instrument The Staff of Truth Wield it You must Through the cusp Of old structures Frigid beings With coldness in their hearts They … Read more

We Are

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/rocky-mountain-701362/ We are all fighting something, somewhere Fighting to stay alive Or fighting to get up in the morning These are very different fights But we all have something inherently in common We Are all Human It’s during hectic times like these in the world we and I tend to forget that A … Read more

Knowing More

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ My life for the last five years has been constant death with small windows of life in between deaths. This has been at the same time one of the most hardest and most beautiful times of my life. Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ I’ve lost many people, they have died or left or I … Read more

Looking at Pain

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/landscape-photography-of-mountains-covered-in-snow-691668/ The way we deal with pain must change It just has to when we want to become more whole, mature human beings There’s a great probability that all of us in different moments in our lives will experience This type of deep longing, sadness or even emptiness It’s the way we deal … Read more

Simple Things – A Guide to Appreciating The Annoying Things in Life

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/nature-forest-trees-park-38136/ Simple things I bitch about but would be sad if they weren’t in my life. A guide for appreciating the so called annoying things in life. My partners breath in the morning before brushing teeth – My partner who I love dearly would be gone from my life if the breath wasn’t … Read more