It’s burning Burning inside You You are not sure if it’s You Maybe it’s someone else Seeds that were planted a long time ago Sprouting from the depths of Your being Simmering beneath the surface You want to fight it You want to escape it Run from it Almost paralyzed It’s unbearable You want to …
Image source: http://www.hdwallpapers.im/springtime_in_the_meadows-wallpaper.html There are no meadows here There is no nobility here Only longing Longing for those things Longing for the dawn to replace the darkness Longing for desire to replace the numbness They are on the other side They are not laughing They are not waiting Lovingly present, for Your entrance I gaze …
Image source: Winter sunset in Estonia, I can almost feel the heaviness of it all. What if Everything we ever said to each other was a lie What if Everything we ever said to each other was a lie What if Everything we said made us cry This doesn’t apply Sigh Watching life go by …
Some days You don’t have the words to express Yourself. Kid Cudi to the rescue: [youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APdF-op1Vp4] <3 Ian It’s okay to be exactly where You are in this moment.
Image source: http://gabworthy.com/science/weird-habits-that-partners-should-tolerate-in-the-bedroom/ To My Woman, where ever and whoever You might be… I want to fill You up with My sex I want to fill You up with desire I want to see You drip I want to make You beg for it I want to make You wait for it, until You can’t …
Image source: http://www.newsnish.com/tips/health-tips/seven-types-of-love-you-might-experience-in-your-life/ I’m sitting by the fireplace at my families country home. Journaling. Journaling about a specific topic this time. My desire. My desire with women and life in general. When I was first introduced to this exercise the first thing that came up was “I don’t know”. Mostly directed towards my desire with …
Image source: https://www.chicagocostume.com/spiders-spider-webs/ Have You ever felt yearning for someone or something? I have. It feels like something outside of You is pulling You towards that thing/person/situation and at the same time You really don’t have a chance to get it. Lot of stories come up. Why is this like this, it’s supposed to be …
Felt a glow in my heart after watching this. [youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aW8BDgLpZkI] Video by Shea Glover. Her channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCN5jHFAZ9hIJq0FqLPaUHgQ <3
Image source: Kalamaja beach, taken couple of months back during sunset. I’m just sitting here, pondering what to write about. I’m feeling almost okay today or more upbeat than usual. If You’re feeling a bit down then the creative juices start flowing and everything is more dramatic. Obviously it’s like that when You’re upbeat and …
Image source: My families farmhouse in Ida-Virumaa, Estonia. Taken during sunset last summer. When You feel like crap or are depressed it’s like someone or something has pulled a grey veil over Your eyes. Everything seems pointless. I have no apparent reason to feel like this but I do. I’ve felt like this for a …
