Podcast

At Times

Image source: Photo by Frans Van Heerden from Pexels pexels.com/photo/rainbow-830829 At times we are woken from a deep sleep That has become our existence Life for a moment seems cruel Meaningless even These are times as well Not good or bad but ones filled with potential for even better times But young Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Some Days

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sport-united-states-of-america-ball-jump-2355/ On some days You won’t do much You will get up and try And You will fall down and fail miserably Don’t kid Yourself This will happen more often than You’d like These are days for getting to know Yourself On a much deeper level You will want Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Good Death

Image source: Photo by GEORGE DESIPRIS from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/white-and-black-moon-with-black-skies-and-body-of-water-photography-during-night-time-748626/ Fear Sometimes has a gripping effect on the mind Body and soul As if it is nature’s way of telling us Hey, not so fast, there’s a certain depth You need to go through first Becoming present with it Is a very Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

Fundamental Level

Image source: Photo by Ghost Presenter from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/blue-bridge-yellow-dumbo-96944/ On a fundamental level, how this reality is setup is that there is no final answer. There is only the next step in the equation. So if I talk about being with ourselves and our perceived negative emotions, this is not the Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

The Origin Of Every Judgement

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/red-rose-with-clear-drop-waters-86419/ The last six years of my life have been at the same time very humbling and empowering. Many things have happened, new ways of being with myself and new ways of understanding this reality we call our home. An emotional journey through the self and consciousness. A Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Your Own Death Can’t Possibly Await You, It Actually Longs For You

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-match-stick-with-fire-in-front-of-candle-with-fire-159436/ It longs for You to arrive You’ve taken huge strides Living Your life Now it is time to die The coldness of which You imagine it to be Can only be surpassed by the warmth of this experience You see, when a part of You dies It Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Rider

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/scenic-view-of-agricultural-field-against-sky-247462/ Caress the distress In My mind Finding ease In the daily grind Times are far and wide Falling off rides That my mind Used to hide behind Temporary release Sounds so sweet Though the in between Is the real deal Hide and hide Time and time Ride Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Fluff

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/yellow-duckling-on-gray-dirt-162137/ Spiritually fluffed Huffed, taking the rough Side of things, it all hinges On my ability to be here Fast paced, then slowed down Round and round, makes an imminent sound Hollow ground, clouds bound I found in honest folk This is weird, all so weird With a Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Bridges

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/adventure-beautiful-boardwalk-bridge-235734/ Power arises when I allow Myself When I become one with Myself Rising up from My knees And let Myself feel Counting the days and riding the waves Holding on for dear life Settling into Me is what I long to be See Myself, sense Myself Knowing, Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Slaves To The Energies That Surround Us

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sky-space-dark-galaxy-2150/ Full disclosure! The title of this piece is meant to draw Your attention to it. Some people have popularized the term “click-bait”, this applies here as well. During my recent exploration into the field of astrology, it has become clear to me how much we as humans Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago