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I feel
I feel like a part of me is being ripped away from me
Away from me while I sleep, walk, talk
Eat, breathe, seek
There is nothing, nothing
I embrace the fullness of nothingness
My heart weeps, leaps from my chest
The ever present embrace of loneliness has her arms around me
They gently remind me I’m human
Human in a way I haven’t been for a long time
I’ve defined how I’m supposed to be feeling
It has left me reeling, reeling
Looking for meaning on the surface
Like a surfer riding the waves I am
But now the waves have finally caught me
Now the only thing to do is
Let them have me
I’m all Yours
Gracefully,
Ian Altosaar
