Twist and Turn

Image source: Photo by Justin Luebke on Unsplash I sit here, in this tropical paradise Wind blowing, waves crashing on the shore It’s quietly perfect here But this is not what my heart finds dearest What if it was just the nearest? I don’t know Although I intend to find out Trust word of Read more…


For You

Image source: Photo by Vidar Nordli-Mathisen on Unsplash As I watch You sink into me I see so much of myself in You The quiet care between men The most sacred of all bonds I will continue to hold, grow A place in my heart and soul Your spirit and mine You truly were Read more…


The Mind And It’s Paradoxes

Image source: Photo by Holly Mandarich on Unsplash It’s funny how I still want to prevent things Not being cheated on or global warming or terrorism Those are all fine things to prevent Although a lot of it is me not wanting to feel the pain associated with those things Not wanting to be Read more…


As I Remember

Image source: Photo by Ryan Parker on Unsplash As I remember There is a time and place for surrender Might want to check the sender Tender the place of forgiveness A fine line between innocence and apathy The truest of true forms Walks amidst uncertainty Towards safety in knowing Time was always meant to Read more…


Overwhelming Presence

Image source: Photo by Jeremy Thomas on Unsplash It’s in these empty spaces I find myself the fullest An experience so rich My heart breaks into a million pieces A subtle glance An expression of Your soul In those moments I feel whole Ian Altosaar


Fucking Hell

Image source: Photo by Joshua Newton on Unsplash Fucking hell The discrepancy Between Myself and the world Where do I go from here? Where do I want to be? Be it so that all will be Golden Molded into being By the currents of life Quietly testing Your inner strength Pain flows from that Read more…



Image source: Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash In my years I’ve found that the human experience is sometimes a tricky one to maneuver Always another layer of trauma A deeper place to explore and learn from The more I live, the more I find to live and love The destination is always evolving Read more…


A New Emergence

Image source: Photo by Billy Huynh on Unsplash Restless now At the midnight hour Proving myself Breathing until clarity Until I can sense and feel Into my heart and soul Dig out the true gold Follow the courage I feel inside me The strength I carry with myself Uncanny Makes me feel tender Seems Read more…


People Growing Old

Image source: Photo by Dan Gold on Unsplash As the night draws in A new day begins Love opens hearts Gently touching different parts That will soon depart These lands Help is all around me All of us taken by this Graced with the truth Soon the idea That we are no good Transforms Read more…


Fully Feeling

Image source: Photo by Dawid Zawiła on Unsplash A sharp pain twists and turns Silently under the surface How to keep my heart open in pain? A challenge for the brain Like a ripple from my back It moves, lures me into my depth There is no other way Now I must pray Seemingly Read more…