Dead and Alive

Photo by Edgar Perez on Unsplash I’m dead and alive At the same timeSomething burning inside Lust, desire, turned divine More and moreHope transforms into GodLove and fiercenessSeem to melt into one Mornings are dark and hopeful stillUntilThe sun risesBlesses me with its disguises Wanting is still prevalent Ian Altosaar Get my Read more…

A Flower

Photo by Natalie Breeze on Unsplash There once was a flowerIt bloomedIt had natural beauty It was admired by allThen the season started to changeAnd the flower ended its bloom All the attentionIt was goneIt was fall Darkness grew its wingsTo reach us allNature witheredSo did the flower It tried to stand tallBut Read more…

My STRUGGLE

Photo by Joshua Gresham on Unsplash No one can see my struggleIt would be too much troubleFor others to see my struggle To walk alone, with no one in the huddleThen all of a suddenWant people to see my struggle In the rubbleOf life, the eternal struggleDaily, solving this puzzle To be alone, Read more…

Emotional And Plain

Photo by Jesse Gardner on Unsplash A tough dayEmotional and plainI find the quiet escapes meThese rows are the escape for me Maybe I’m just naiveYoung and in pain at heartCannot seem to shake my rocky startOr the heaviness I feel Let go and steerA clear pathway aheadMurky the streetsFull Read more…

The PAIN

Photo by Yuris Alhumaydy on Unsplash What if the pain You feelIs not Yours?But You feel it anyway The rays of what life should be likeDescend upon Your mindIf Your life is different than You imaginedThen You will feel painUntil You accept the truth of what is The truth of Read more…

The TRUTH Of Which Is You

Photo by Robin Benad on Unsplash Is there a desire?To get something?To get somewhere?To be somebody?Maybe life hasn’t taught You wellBecause You are already somebodySomewhereDoes this ring a bell?In Your quest to become more special and successful You have forgotten the deepest place within Yourself that already knows, You are especially not specialYou Read more…

The Meaning Book

https://pixabay.com/photos/hooded-man-mystery-scary-hood-2580085/ I started writing The Meaning Book in 2015, without knowing I was writing it. It was just something I enjoyed doing. The words came out, I was just there. It also helped me through a difficult time in my life. A dark time emotionally. Getting over a break-up with Read more…

I Am Not ENOUGH

Photo by Miguel Orós on Unsplash I am not enoughThis comes to You from every cornerEvery experienceEvery rejection This world is built upon You not feeling good enoughNot enough sexyNot enough moneyNot enough thingsNot enough partners I need more! This world is emptyIt is empty without the real connections You makeIt is empty Read more…