In this week’s episode: Mercury retrograde rapid fire predictions for the signs! The perfect week. Finding perfection in imperfection. Living and understanding spiritual clichés. Calling back Your soul pieces. Disassociating with alcohol. “Jesus did it!” Feeling irrelevant in Your 30s. Led Zeppelin and other musical references. Ian Altosaar The Freedom Astrologer Link to purchase a … Read more
Photo by Valentin Lacoste on Unsplash We all move with Our perfect ideas Perfect judgments of how things should be But life is a constant reminder that Our judgments are imperfect at best As we move through these “fantasy worlds” we have created for Ourselves We only need to stop for a second to see the tragedy of … Read more
Photo by Ava Sol on Unsplash He listens with intentAlthough his eyes rolling and his gaze turning tell another storyShe has had a bad day at workNot his faultBut he is the one who receives the bulk of that experience Not that he doesn’t careHe does, he is tiredTired of listeningTired of pretending to careWhile she speaks her … Read more
Photo by Dillon Shook on Unsplash Comfortable life sedatesIt numbs the mindYet we still yearn for the burning to subsideWhen we give away our edge Uncomfortable things give us back this edgeSo from time to timePush Yourself over that humpAnd look further Comfortable life seduces with it’s giftsPromises of happinessPleasure and nice goodiesThat make You feel better than … Read more
Photo by Tom Rumble on Unsplash As I lie hereBetween these perfect sheetsI wonderIs this all that I need? Sedated, almost drowning In the comfortable numbness I find myself howling To the Moon instead Why these nick-nacks?Why are these of such importance?The quest for IKEAesque perfection The allure of this, the great seduction It permeates, it creeps into our … Read more
Photo by Kelly Sikkema on Unsplash Commitment is fucking crazy Yet I still do it Commitment means pain and suffering Yet I’m still pulled towards it Commitment means emotion and confinement of desire Yet my soul still burns for it In commitment, people go crazy Yet they still do it Because something within them is calling Broken humans … Read more
Photo by Eddi Aguirre on Unsplash The comfortable life has made You bitterThe lack of meaning You find in each dayAlmost unbearable You drinkYou smokeYou chit-chatThe coldness of these moments swallows YouUntil there is nothing left You cry when You are alonePut on a brave mask when You are notIt suffocates YouIt rips You apartAnd … Read more
Photo by takahiro taguchi on Unsplash I fail silentlyWhen no one is aroundI scream of agonyWhen I hit the ground Failure is painfulIt’s restlessIt comes and goesBut the pain of it keeps on lurking It rarely makes a soundIt is I who makes itNo power leftTo lift me up I sometimes smileMy heart breaks at … Read more
Photo by Cristian Newman on Unsplash Emotionally wanderingJust finding ways to look at lifeIt does seem like a gimmick at timesAlthough this is not one of them When You grasp some understanding of this realityThings that seemed normal, look like turds Not that they are badJust meaningless Luckily new things will have more meaningThe song of … Read more
Photo by Joshua Earle on Unsplash You crawl beneath the shadowy realms of existence Begging for someone to notice You They only seem to show You resistance You fight, cry and beg for something new Glimpses of it You can seeIt feels murkyYou want to shineBut the meaninglessness of it all still lags behind Forgetting through it allTo … Read more