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I feel inspired to write about this. True masculinity. What this means to me. I want to do it for all the men and women who are shamed in our society today but first and foremost I am doing it for Myself.
As I’ve been immersed in this New Age spiritual culture for the last couple of years, I’ve noticed a lack of true masculine power in it. Much of what has opened up for me lately as I took a course I felt pulled towards. Reclaim Your Inner Throne. It’s leader and creator Eivind Skjellum have had a huge impact on me.
I was totally pussified.
This is true. And I’m glad I did because I got to get in touch with my feminine side. The thing is a lot of the teachers out there are women. Women who themselves have not embraced their masculine side fully. Especially the darker side of masculinity. I’m here to tell You, there’s a lot of it in us. It get’s touched upon by women as well, for sure but women are not capable of leading and initiating men into manhood. And they shouldn’t be. I want to shortly touch upon the fact that this isn’t Your fault women. You had no choice. You had to do it. War’s and lack of male role models have wreaked havoc on our society for sure. But this leaves us with broken men who don’t really have a desire to create in the world. The essence of who we are has been drifting away from us slowly. We are creator’s as men. We love challenge. We love building great empires and powerful societies. I’m here to tell You that these things are not bad. There are men out there who want to create these things from their heart as well as their balls. And we as men have to reclaim our balls as well as our hearts.
Being there for each other
The truth is women, I want to pin You down and take You from behind. Push You against the wall and fuck You. Give You my cold hard truth when I feel it is necessary. I really do. It is hard sometimes. I can be insecure and afraid of You rejecting me. It’s true.
I want to do all of that other lovey-dovey stuff with You as well. Hold hands and fucking walk barefooted on a beach, eating mango’s. I do. As well as accept You as You are with Your full range of emotions, moods, sexuality, fierceness. Everything You have to offer.
All I ask of You is to do Your best to accept us men fully as well. Embrace us with Your loving grace. Let us be us. Who we are in our true essence.
Thank You for being You.
Meeting in the middle
We have to meet in the middle. We got to do our own inner work, realize we have all this darkness inside of us. As well as light. Both of us. Be accepting of the fact that we really do. Every single person on this planet has darkness inside of them. Even the Dalai Lama. Or Eckhart Tolle, that sweet man, he at his core is a fucking ravager of women (I have no specific information on this, only my guess). It’s the only way we can accept each other and come together. Which we truly are meant to do.
I am
I am a pussy. I am soft. I am hard as a rock. I am tough. I have fierceness inside of me. I am angry. I am loving. I am tender. I am rough. I have everything You can ever imagine inside of me. To me this is true masculinity. Being aware of what’s inside You. Facing it, accepting it, allowing it.
Instead
So instead of shaming each other we can embrace all of it. Our inner pussies and inner tough guys. Come together as whole beings. Gently and with a handful of darkness to go along with it.
Truly with love,
Ian Altosaar
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