Image source: Winter sunset in Estonia, I can almost feel the heaviness of it all.
What if
Everything we ever said to each other was a lie
What if
Everything we ever said to each other was a lie
What if
Everything we said made us cry
This doesn’t apply
Sigh
Watching life go by
Why
I’m curios
Even delirious
I look but cannot see
All I can do is feel, kneel, peel
Back the layers
Upon layers
Catching Myself trying to please
Unease
Again I feel
Pause
Nervous laughter
Is this all we are after?
Emptiness
Wanting it all
Can I call? I fall
This is it
Does it fit?
Anxiously waiting for a lift
Up
I’ve been forever in this shift
What if
This is it
Shift upon shift
Upon shift
I’m it
Ian Altosaar
<3
Next week:
- Finish projects You have started. Reclaim Your Inner Throne training homework, training calls, teleseminars etc.
- Sports betting, attend live games, do one thing at a time. Be present when making decisions. Breathe the attention in Your body.
- Fill out Your daily diary.
- Write down ideas, dreams, synchronicities, events etc.
- Eat a vegetarian diet, plus eggs.
- Meditate when You feel like it, take time for it.
- Exercise at least 4 times a week.
- Meet people in real life, do smth fun.
- Continue with anal de-armouring.
- Practice feeling Your feelings and being present with Yourself. Say Your thoughts out loud.
- Sleep.
- Breathing exercises and cold showers.
- Draw or color smth. Create something.
- Remember Your presence and take life as it is.
- Daily brain training at http://www.lumosity.com.