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I’m in my head again
Fuck, fuck, fuck
Not even friar Tuck
Can replace me as my friend
No, he has his hands full
Now it’s time for me to meet My maker
Myself
The only one I’ve ever been up against
Time to use all My strength
I’m wide open
With pain so deep
I’m powerless
It rips me apart each instance
Showing me wounds and parts unloved
My darkness so dark that even I’m afraid of it
I’m terrified
Overwhelmed by shame
No, I’ve played this game
I know now what I am
I see innocence now
Holy cow
They are both so loud
Both are me
Waiting to be seen
And I’m keen to bleed
Out
Whatever is in need
Greed?
Well, sure
Let it be
My need-iness
Is something I stress
About
Yes.
Do I pass the test?
Bless
This
Mess
And all that is left
Somewhat numbly,
Ian Altosaar