My Wonderful Lover

Image source: www.wallpaperbeta.com Restless and forgiving Sentimentally living Cut through the ribbon From moment to moment awakening Soulful and blue These words seem so true Put down the gun Start singing the songs unsung The heart is full of might It isn’t looking for likes But manifesting the times Where we walk side by side … Read more

Truth

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2014/03/meh.ro11596.jpg The sadness underneath I can see it coming out Flushing the gates I can feel it send shivers down my back Can we see what’s beneath it all? I would like to Are there hidden treasures maybe? Or just pureness of Yourself? Myself? Tasty With some sadness, Ian Altosaar

The Sound of Letting Go

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/meh.ro12348_4.jpg Energy moving through my body It flows and touches every corner Every turn, twist, intricacy of my body Touches me from underneath Sentencing me to rest Take care of me Slowing down And speeding up at the same time As the outer world stops My inner senses start Like daggers, sweet reminding … Read more

Pain

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2016/03/meh.ro12367_1.jpg Pain The kind of itching pain Underneath It can’t be touched Physically Only by the long lasting presence of Yourself Returning home into You Melts Peacefully surrendering to all that is No fuss Just the silent loud care of Your breath Tasty The opening of the heart Sitting In the middle of … Read more

Worth

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/meh.ro12348_2.jpg My worth Will it fit into a thousand words? In search I went far and into other worlds Hurt I was by many girls Understood Shed some tears, faced some fears Realized It’s about me looking for cheers From the outside Waiting for me on the inside tiers Feels Like a hurricane … Read more

A Lover’s Dance

Image source: http://bijanstudio.com/home/17-couple-dancing.html Testing me out You playfully question me So quick, so witty Don’t know yet if I find You pretty I have desire for You I must have You soon Seems like a game I want to play Savor the experience Treat it as a dance You pretend like it’s nothing I don’t … Read more

Once

Image source: http://www.meh.ro/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/meh.ro12348_5.jpg In this moment I glance into Myself At a time when things around me seem hectic I take the time to dance with Myself Slowly Cherishing each minute, each breath It’s unique but with the same purpose To draw me closer to Myself My nakedness is vulnerable I’m saying hello to it, … Read more

Remembering To Feel

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So GoD Damn Holy

Image source: http://www.bigorangebulldogges.com/p/main.html Though the ride has just begun Some songs have already been sung Tied down to this old routine Now, softer and greener pastures await Nothing seems explicitly clearer than this moment Me and You, You and me This is how it’s meant to be Touching each others bellies Jiggling like jelly Rub … Read more

Taking A Stand

Image source: Private collection. During sunset in Lääne-Virumaa, Estonia, Obja village. Doubt filled my mind and soul I was shaken, taken by Your words They felt like truth, they seemed real I wanted to squeal, make an appeal Then I took a deep breath And another, just slow steps Towards my heart In my heart … Read more