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We all move with Our perfect ideas
Perfect judgments of how things should be
But life is a constant reminder that Our judgments are imperfect at best
As we move through these “fantasy worlds” we have created for Ourselves
We only need to stop for a second to see the tragedy of Our thoughts
“Maybe this?”
“Maybe that?”
“If I’m like this, dress like this, act like that, talk like that, maybe then?”
“Maybe then I will be loved?”
“Maybe then I will be appreciated?”
“Buy this and own that?”
“Things need to be like this and that? Things aren’t ok if they are like this or that!”
“Be with that person or this person? Maybe they will complete me finally? Maybe others will like me more if I’m with him or her?”
“Have sex with her, with him? Maybe then? Have sex more, with more people? Maybe then?”
“Maybe then, maybe finally then…”
We keep on chasing this imaginary perfection while never being enough, the chase is enough to make us mad, make us unbearably sad, yet we continue onwards
What if You do everything the way You are supposed to do
And others are still too busy wrestling with their own judgments of themselves to be able to appreciate You?
No, my friend
Appreciation and love come from within
All else is just noise
Keeping You from reaching down
Down at Your core
Where love and peace reside
Pretty much side by side, close quarters
If You don’t see it yet, let Yourself fall deeper within Yourself
Until the mind stops
Stops wrestling, stops comparing, stops being not enough
Stops being lost, fighting with everyone at all cost
Until You finally become Your own host
Ian Altosaar
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