Full of Shit

Image source: Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village.

Basically we are all full of shit and the moment we think we aren’t, life shows us otherwise.
All there is left to do is to pray in silence.

One of the most powerful places to be is in a constant state of “I don’t know”. Continuously surrendering to life, being curious to what is unfolding in the now.
Right here and right now.

Our minds are as powerful as a tornado.
They have the ability to demolish and devour everything in existence. As well as the power of distorting the truth.

To find the truth in the midst of it all can be a challenging endeavor.
Sometimes that means raising my hands up and saying “I just don’t know”. And  allowing that.

In that moment I surrender to something greater than myself. Or rather in that moment I truly surrender to myself. And letting the wisdom unfold on it’s own.

What’s often left unsaid is that in itself can turn into a mind fuck. Surrendering because I want something out of that surrender.  Life rarely responds to this type of manipulation.

True surrender can only happen when You are the master of Your own bullshit. Or when life lovingly makes You it’s bitch.

Then You know when You are just bullshitting Your surrender or turning into a humble servant of life.

Ian Altosaar

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