A Meaningful Existence

Image source: http://www.hdwallpapers.im/dawn_wallpapers.html As I look off into the distance My eyes get covered with mist I sink into myself I can feel God I can feel myself Nature of which is ever expanding It’s strangely mystical Within stillness I can travel everywhere A wonderful little miracle Time seemingly stops To the shallow mind Once … Read more

It’s Just Me

Image source: http://www.wallpaperup.com/649038/flowers_fields_trees_forest_jungle_spring_nature_landscapes_earth.html It’s just me This is how I feel I like to be seen As who I really mean to be It’s just me Sitting here with me Surrounded by leaves About the only thing that’s real It’s just me Am I the real deal? Do I look like Seal? Not even if … Read more

Behind The Bay

Image source: http://www.magic4walls.com/wallpaper/landscape-boat-island-ha-long-bay-ocean-beauty-photo-nature-hd-wallpaper-28005.html I feel like grabbing my phone I feel it torturing my soul All wrapped nicely with a pretty bow I’m called to the stories untold They grow inside me so Cold sends shivers down my back I can feel it taking control I can only hold on and be bold Molding me … Read more

Here I Sit

Image source: https://newevolutiondesigns.com/25-free-nature-hd-backgrounds Here I sit Faced with this pit Of loneliness I got to show some grit! Tired of living as they see fit Bit by shame, lit by fame I say nay! I admit I’m afraid But I’m here to stay Looking for ways I can delay Now I can’t keep my shame … Read more

Rings True

Image source: http://www.nationalpools.net/faqs/faqs.html Rings true Around the blue moon There is no escaping our own doom Need to face this gloom Soon, hopefully by noon I will be done with this monsoon Ian Altosaar

This Is Surrender

Image source: https://chakracenter.org/2013/02/24/4330/ As I grasp the sadness of this moment The impermanence of everything knocking on the door This is good sadness The kind that reaches down deep Gently caresses My insides Just for a while the time around Me stops I can feel Myself fully Nothing makes sense As well as everything has … Read more

A Bigger Man

Image source: http://1fotonin.com/WDF-2047022.html Sometimes I wish I was a bigger man Not percolating here in the sand But is this what makes a person grand? Being out there making stands? Damn, feels like I’m on remand Or am I just going mad, thinking this is bad? If only, just a tad. Pulled out of a … Read more

Tulips

Image source: http://wallpapersrang.com/tulip-wallpaper/tulip-wallpapers-full-hd-wallpaper-search-page-13/ Tulips are low On the fields of gold They too are bold Unless it’s cold We are told To dig up holes Pinch our moles Quietly grow old Do You fit this mold? Do as You’re told? Fold and collect gnomes Please don’t Instead, dig up gold From the depths of Your … Read more

The Trail

Image source: http://iliketowastemytime.com/2012/08/19/daily-wallpaper-nature-trail The trail that is laid before me Of longing, holding Deep sense of everything that’s inside of me Caressed with gentle love Presence that reaches deep Even my feet, steep into me I feel Heal and field a new story It rings true, out of the blue Surrender tightly, I can see … Read more

The Road From Shame

Image source: http://www.1366×768.net/natural/8968-sosny-doroga-les.html Stifled with a sense of shame I’m fighting My battles with Myself Perceived pain is pain Crumbling slowly My mind and my body My ego, my sense of self Is being rewritten Bitten by the special bug A tug of war buried deep within Accepted and not, somewhere in between Seen and … Read more