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At Times

Image source: Photo by Frans Van Heerden from Pexels pexels.com/photo/rainbow-830829 At times we are woken from a deep sleep That has become our existence Life for a moment seems cruel Meaningless even These are times as well Not good or bad but ones filled with potential for even better times But young Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Path Yet Unknown

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/clouds-dark-dark-clouds-darkness-416920/ Darkness follows the path yet unknown It reappears and it’s gone And it seems like we have nothing to show for it Go ahead, go for it Creation The sweetest and cruelest lover Time with it under the covers Will leave You smothered It reappears and it’s Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Being Committed To Growth

Image source: Photo by Valentin from Pexels, https://www.pexels.com/photo/scaffolding-in-grayscale-photo-860963/ This is one of the hardest commitments I’ve ever made. And still to this day I sometimes drift in and out of it. Fortunately, I’ve been on this path long enough that it’s easier to get back up after being knocked down. Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

In Search For Emotion

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/woman-leaning-on-car-surrounded-trees-1040124/ We do most things in life for the sake of feeling something we perceive to be good. An emotional reaction. But actually, we don’t have to do anything to feel a certain kind of emotion. We can just sit and wait. Some call this meditation. Ponder and get Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

As A Man

Image source: Photo by Simon Migaj from Pexels, https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-on-a-bridge-near-a-lake-747964/ The amount of love You can give to this world as a man is actually nonparallel to anything That is Your greatest gift But You have to shift Your thinking And Your being In the direction of seeing things from a different perspective Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

How I Ruined My Thoughts With Only Thinking Like a Capitalist

Image source: Photo by Vladislav Reshetnyak from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/full-frame-shot-of-eye-251287/ I mostly like capitalism. I like the freedom that was embedded in this system initially. Unfortunately, things did not go as planned. People got too much power and started misusing that power. Nature does not like this, now things have to change. Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Some Days

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sport-united-states-of-america-ball-jump-2355/ On some days You won’t do much You will get up and try And You will fall down and fail miserably Don’t kid Yourself This will happen more often than You’d like These are days for getting to know Yourself On a much deeper level You will want Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

How?

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/gray-concrete-road-with-mountain-ahead-119730/ Some days are tired Differently wired Things transpire People that I admire Seek things of different nature And yet here I am Wondering what was said Can I rest here, on my bed With a quiet mind And a secured behind? It’s hard to trust someone sometimes Unfortunately Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Feeling a Lot

Image source: Photo by Daniel Frank from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/daylight-fog-foggy-landscape-572938/ We want to feel so much that we are even ready to sabotage ourselves. Meaning sometimes when we can’t feel what’s going on for us we deliberately go in the direction we subconsciously know will hurt us. Sometimes that desire can come Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Living Deeply

Image source: Photo by invisiblepower from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/aerial-shot-of-forest-254770/ Very often making changes takes time Can we find time for ourselves in it as well? Moving towards the direction of something we want Requires time regardless Hopefully, there will be a moment in time Where all that we have learned is required Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago