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Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/scenic-view-of-mountains-during-sunset-711943/ If You show me Yourself What will happen? If I show You Myself I might giggle Laugh, setting the stage For You to open Open or closed Hot or cold I am sold Catching Your fire I feel bold Your fierce looks Swingy waves of emotion Racing through I’m astounded by the … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/classic-equipment-hammer-industry-618151/ I see clearly now I feel Myself in me It’s strong, yet malleable Like iron It endures, cures, holds together It melts, forms anew Fiercely forging within me I can feel it at my core The clinging of the metal rattles my pores Heat turns into warmth with the fiery breath I … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/adult-alcohol-bar-bartender-274192/ Everything that used to make me feel alive Now makes me feel dead inside And then I realized It didn’t actually make me feel alive Just amplified the emptiness I felt inside It made me feel more of what was already there With no one to share, the gifts that felt so … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/abstract-antique-backdrop-background-129722/ We are meant to go in the direction of our wounds on occasion. This will open up more doors and shine light on to them. The results might be so and so, no one exactly knows. The thing to keep in mind here is to understand balance. Sometimes the pain gets so … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/architecture-bridge-buildings-canal-534077/ I am my own companion Looking into windows Don’t know those people They seem to have a good time The pain rips through Self inflicted pain Ideas of how things should be Deemed bad by me Just sitting with myself now I’ve been down this road before It takes time for me … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/relaxation-sitting-reflection-statue-46177/ I’m sitting with my fucking soul I’m listening intently what I have to say I’m praying, praying for something I yet do not know I’m living in the unknown, the not knowing is enough to drive me mad It tingles underneath my skin I want to surrender to it Slowly baby, slowly … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/art-black-and-white-close-up-horse-415983/ As this day comes to a close I’m sitting with something Something that truly is inside me so I just want to sit with it Be with it, no fuss Just me and my presence Slowly finding our way to each other We bow to greet Honoring the moment feels right to … Read more
https://www.pexels.com/photo/mountain-surrounded-by-trees-with-snows-691569/ A yearning for coming together Calling, creeping under the surface The not knowing Is what kept it growing Coming into my own sovereign Means foraging in the depths of my being It involves clear seeing And deep feeling Heartfelt commitment To myself and others That will carry the torch When my mind crumbles under … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/astrology-astronomy-dark-night-376706/ Take a look closely now Or better yet, a silent bow To Your own life Carved out with the knife Over a long period of time The amount of sadness that road holds Is only surpassed by the joy when arriving home What’s so painfully obvious Is that this thing I call … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-432812/ Sometimes There are no words Words just aren’t enough No one to sing You praises Only the sweetness of Your own tears Separating You from total despair And pure bliss I cannot speak I cannot feel Only what seems like an insurmountable amount of pain The access to it I have yet … Read more
