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Feeling a Lot

Image source:¬†Photo by Daniel Frank from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/daylight-fog-foggy-landscape-572938/ We want to feel so much that we are even ready to sabotage ourselves. Meaning sometimes when we can’t feel what’s going on for us we deliberately go in the direction we subconsciously know will hurt us. Sometimes that desire can come Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Lucky

Image source:¬†https://www.pexels.com/photo/shallow-focus-photography-of-four-leaf-clover-705310/ In those moments When You feel so sad So nostalgic So much feeling coursing through Your veins A feel so sweet, so tender Consider Yourself so lucky Consider Yourself emotionally gifted You truly know what unity feels like You know how it feels to be one with Yourself Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

My Truest Expression

Image source: Photo by Kat Smith from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/adult-alone-black-and-white-dark-551588/ I don’t feel like writing at all A lot of energy moving through my body Intensity in it’s purest form Trying to weather the storm Or is it grab the bull by the horns? Either or I’m finding everything that fits Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Feeling Fear

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/bare-feet-boy-child-couch-262103/ I’m paralyzed by fear I feel so much It’s a lot to take I’m changing The old skin is falling Peeling away Layer after layer But the new one isn’t there yet So I sit Feeling uncomfortable as fuck Raw and tender The only thing that’s beating Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

On The Mend

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-208309/ Swiftly moving under the surface Overwhelming in nature Once allowed it seizes to exist It’s freedom, freedom from myself Angrily tired, it takes it’s toll Roaming my body, taking control I say nay! I’m here, I’m taking a stand! It overpowers me with ease All I can Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

My Call

Image source: Photo by Tatiana from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/alone-automobile-blur-car-614499/ Just let it go Home, feels good to say Is where the heart is Your reflections still haunt me Looking in the mirror Mine as well This long despair Waiting me to catch it Hold it, finally be met By the presence Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Deep Inside

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/atmosphere-autumn-beautiful-branch-262140/ Looking outside Grabbing, needing My heart is bleeding Dripping from sadness Embraced by loneliness Tasting my own mortality Thankful for my vitality Sages and druids Their movement so fluid Finding the steps Looking for rest Piercing through That much is true Nothing lasts Everything must pass Then Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Trust

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-of-padlocks-on-railing-against-sky-256738/ I don’t trust a lot of people with my heart and mind It’s been broken too many times Before and after The taste of it is enough to make me blind To see the real intentions of people Is it selfless what they are after? Or selfish? Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Fourth Day

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/mist-misty-fog-foggy-7919/ It’s the fourth day Deep memories from the past With rush of emotions they came So fast, so vast Tears from my eyes From unsaid goodbyes A blessing in disguise? Bringing back the kingdom One day at a time Wipe the tears from my face See it Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

I Rise

Image source: Photo by Matheus Bertelli from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/astronomy-constellation-cosmos-dark-577582/ It doesn’t really matter Knowing pain is knowing Yourself Why do I choose this? Because it’s sweeter than a woman’s kiss What’s real anymore? Who can I trust? Right on the cusp Standing as I must Believe, believe in Yourself Quiet Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago