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Thrust into myself again
Wound that cuts so deep
Almost can’t see the surface
Realizing that I may never feel free of this
Is as painful as losing that perceived freedom I thought I had
I’m left pondering, is there something more real behind this?
Buried underneath the wreckage of years and years worth of pain and sadness
Perceptions and stories
How can I feel welcome in this world?
How can I feel wanted?
To feel truly loved?
Remains to be seen
If I can honestly feel myself through this
The sheer size of this mountain seems insurmountable
I will do my best
As long as I can possibly carry on
I’m with You