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Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/view-of-black-trees-and-sun-237273/ Today was a good day Although I woke up in pain I was again reminded Life’s about the little things Known smell of a towel from a place I love Jumping in lakes, connecting Hugging, playing, surrendering It’s about looking at the sunset Feeling like I belong, even if it’s just a … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-and-white-cold-fog-forest-235621/ I want to get out of my skin So uncomfortable, so delicate the sensation Unbearable, yet there’s nowhere to escape Just sitting here with all that pain I meditate and meditate Is this the only way for me to live? Otherwise life seems like constant discomfort Sharp stings under the skin But … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/ancient-architecture-building-castle-208309/ Swiftly moving under the surface Overwhelming in nature Once allowed it seizes to exist It’s freedom, freedom from myself Angrily tired, it takes it’s toll Roaming my body, taking control I say nay! I’m here, I’m taking a stand! It overpowers me with ease All I can do is feel It takes … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sea-water-ocean-dark-656/ I have this feeling of letting go Of trusting, surely it will flow? The truth is, I don’t know Maybe to trust, let go and then I will know? When pain is deep and the descent seems steep What will it take for me to keep My heart open in the mystique … Read more
Image source: Photo by freestocks.org from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/love-couple-sunset-sunrise-40525/ Just simmering on the top Of my heart’s glow Love that can breach Lowest of lows And the highest of highs Love that can never dry up If watered with care It will glow, like a beacon For the people to move towards Go and hold my … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/clouds-dark-dark-clouds-darkness-416920/ Remembrance of yesterday As if a part of me is dying And all the memories with it I find Myself gazing out the window a lot these days Watching the leaves play Crows say hey They remain a friendly reminder to me That every day begins anew And every second I die … Read more
Image source: Photo by Evelyn from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/painting-of-a-person-swimming-underwater-822608/ The depth of me makes me cry So beautiful inside I take myself for a loving ride Tenderness is at my side Knowing myself so deeply So freaking sweetly Takes time I will do it discreetly My heart is flickering Like a fading star So beautiful and … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/white-and-blue-jellyfish-41180/ When You find that place inside of You It feels like an endless beach during sunset It goes on and on and on The depth of which fills You up to the brim And You swim, swim to depths unseen before In the midst of it all You realize This is home … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/animal-animal-photography-canidae-canine-45242/ Under all the strength and hardness You put out to the world I can see, I can feel the softness underneath The longing, longing to curl up and purr I know You can rule the world, I do You don’t have to prove that to me You can just be with me, … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/affection-blur-buddha-buddhism-236311/ Lay down Your weapons friend Let’s meet in stillness again Me and You, You and Me I’ll do my best to let You into my heart That’s what I should have done from the start Knowingly I didn’t, fear still lives in me But I want to meet You regardless This world … Read more