ianaltosaar Image source: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.app3dwallpaperhd.icewallpaper For real, just be with me Just cut all the crap, all the fucking learned patterns of dominating and power dynamics And just sit with me Just look into My eyes as I gaze into Yours What do You see? What do You feel? There’s a broken man Broken by life and … Read more
Image source: http://pixcore.com/other/%5B292044-4752×3168%5D-viva-emptiness-stul-cherno-2 Can’t You see how empty this is? So insufferably empty Hollow When I look at You there’s only desertedness You laugh There’s nothing You speak And the shallowness of Your being oozes right through me And I’m sad Part of me wants You to be different It’s not fair I do care … Read more
Image source: http://wallpaperbeta.com/snow_forest_trees_winter_nature_hd-wallpaper-341656/ Darkness my old friend Here we meet once again A deeper feeling that lies within My human mind wants to fend Send You off somewhere far far away I lay Like molded in clay this idea stays Afraid And curious I’m once more Can it be I just want to score? Ignore … Read more
Image source: http://quotesgram.com/wolf-and-moon-quotes/#YX3bDko1G0 It was dark But I was totally awake It was snowing To give contrast to the vast darkness around me Had no idea I was going to meet You But we met We looked at each other It was love at first site Or affection, attraction I could see the depth of … Read more
Image source: https://hdwallpapers.cat/winter_morning_light_sunlight_snow_nature_hd-wallpaper-1279078/ I was awake but I could sense You were asleep You had Your back turned towards me I could hear You breathing, it was quiet I can still remember Your smell It was sweet and soft, creamy It felt like home And away (All the pun intended) I used the bathroom You … Read more
Image source: http://www.ambwallpapers.com/mountains-hd-wallpapers/ I feel fear now The metallic feel of the sensation grabbed me by the throat I’m helpless with it I’m like a kid at a candy store with no money to buy candy It hurts The weight in my arms has doubled They are like wooden thumps, soaked in salty sea water … Read more
Image source: Private collection Can You see the shadows? Can You feel them? Can You hear them? What do they say? Is it hurt they’re expressing? Wonderful Now You see them Now You feel them They are loud! They’re intent isn’t malevolent Oh no Quite the opposite They sing songs of Your past Some might … Read more
Image source: This is me. With and without My bullshit. As I’m discovering a deeper connection with Myself it’s becoming clearer to me that I madly yearn for connection. Deep soul connection. The yearning is almost unbearable. It’s like something is constantly crawling under Your skin and You want to release it so badly … Read more
Image source: View from the office building I work at during a snowstorm. And suddenly You can see the beauty of it all A guy on the corner speaking french Fuck I love french! The curves of a woman passing by Her coy smile The softness The sensuality of her whole being You want to … Read more