Bubbling

I’m just a being Real-time seeing Feeling, on occasion kneeling Dreaming, deep sleep having Being Together is nice Coming together is sometimes hard Finding places To trust in each other After years and years Of silence These places are filled up Bubbling with energy Looking for a way out Through expression Experiencing Yourself In ways, … Read more

I Wonder

I wonder why? Things are as they are As I look to the sky Seems way up high But the question remains Are we just a dot, that’s hard to find? What of meaning? These are turbulent times Do we exist, just to exist? Is it small or big? Our lives Is it neither? Is … Read more

Group Consciousness

Group consciousness, in essence, a dangerous thing. If the leaders of this group use this in their own self-interests. Also when people lose their own will and mind, they actually are giving them away. I’ve noticed this happening with myself even reading a blog post written by a charismatic writer. I’ve literally lost myself into … Read more

Despair Towards Freedom

It catches You and You are done. Knowing life, the beautiful side of it, gone. Now the climb up, or to a new place in time, must start. It can be hard. There is a grey wherever You look. Even the words You speak and listen to, taste like sawdust. Underneath it all lies acceptance, … Read more

The Bed

Take what You can get When Time stands still For Only one day You The moment passes me by Find New meaning to life Remember Some good times from before Hold Them dear to my heart Release And find new ones Stand Up and more Than Anything I’ve seen before Ian Altosaar

My

A myriad of choices Finding myself Looking back at changes Tighten the grip And loosen the stance Make choices based on values You stand for Lonely and sad Too bad It’s going to be More like You Creation will stand Pictures glowing in the dark Ian Altosaar

Give Glory

To again dream To dare to Is a courageous act In fact To have Your self-intact To have a knack To have someone else’s back Beings well known Covered with foam they roam Moan Give glory to those who are bold Ian Altosaar

Which Is It?

The question is Am I afraid? If the answer is yes Then another question beckons Of what? Or whom? Of myself? Of other’s opinions? Can it be that I’m supposed to bring something entirely new? Or am I just afraid to play this game? Maybe even win this game? Questions require answers Dear God Which … Read more

Power

I’ve felt powerless a lot in my life. With women, money, success, career, our society at large. Insert almost anything here and it’s probably true. This feeling of powerlessness has led me to discover things that make me feel more powerful. Along those travels I’ve found many things, I’ve understood some things about power that … Read more