Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/bare-feet-boy-child-couch-262103/ I’m paralyzed by fear I feel so much It’s a lot to take I’m changing The old skin is falling Peeling away Layer after layer But the new one isn’t there yet So I sit Feeling uncomfortable as fuck Raw and tender The only thing that’s beating Is my heart And echoes … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/red-rose-with-clear-drop-waters-86419/ The last six years of my life have been at the same time very humbling and empowering. Many things have happened, new ways of being with myself and new ways of understanding this reality we call our home. An emotional journey through the self and consciousness. A wild ride to say the … Read more
Image source: Photo by Magda Ehlers from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/animal-animal-photography-barbaric-big-561870/ Listening. We need more listeners. And not passive listeners, very active listeners. True listening is a very active act. Because in those moments when another person is expressing themselves, many things happen in our minds, souls, bodies. We might get triggered, we might disagree or agree, … Read more
Image source: Photo by Gabriela Palai from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/alone-autumn-mood-forest-cold-countryside-397096/ New depths I’m reaching Fast paced teaching So full of love and preaching Feasting at the feast of life Are You ready my friend? Taking Your hand we gallop through the mystic plains of sacred ground Like a couple of bloodhounds Making sounds all night round … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/person-holding-match-stick-with-fire-in-front-of-candle-with-fire-159436/ It longs for You to arrive You’ve taken huge strides Living Your life Now it is time to die The coldness of which You imagine it to be Can only be surpassed by the warmth of this experience You see, when a part of You dies It dies because it is ready … Read more
Image source: Photo by Kasuma from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/night-sky-view-134074/ Wishing for clarity and a sense of ease To be held in the most loving way Seemingly to be touched by God By me, by something mystical outside of me That I quite can’t grasp, as well as the vastness Of the Universe, that’s clearly larger than … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/black-and-white-cold-fog-forest-235621/ I want to get out of my skin So uncomfortable, so delicate the sensation Unbearable, yet there’s nowhere to escape Just sitting here with all that pain I meditate and meditate Is this the only way for me to live? Otherwise life seems like constant discomfort Sharp stings under the skin But … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/sea-water-ocean-dark-656/ I have this feeling of letting go Of trusting, surely it will flow? The truth is, I don’t know Maybe to trust, let go and then I will know? When pain is deep and the descent seems steep What will it take for me to keep My heart open in the mystique … Read more
Image source: Photo by freestocks.org from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/love-couple-sunset-sunrise-40525/ Just simmering on the top Of my heart’s glow Love that can breach Lowest of lows And the highest of highs Love that can never dry up If watered with care It will glow, like a beacon For the people to move towards Go and hold my … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/clouds-dark-dark-clouds-darkness-416920/ Remembrance of yesterday As if a part of me is dying And all the memories with it I find Myself gazing out the window a lot these days Watching the leaves play Crows say hey They remain a friendly reminder to me That every day begins anew And every second I die … Read more
