The Sweetest of All

I say a silent prayer I can hear the whispers in the air They are near Loving me Guiding me, My dear Not knowing yet Feeling so much My heart, the sweetest of all touches Lays deep within Caressing my soul It’s time to let go Ian Altosaar

Manifesto

Do work Meet openly Love fiercely Approach with curiosity Engage fully Embrace gracefully Sit quietly Share openly Enjoy tastefully Fall apart if need be Do Your best always Ian Altosaar

What Do You Want?

What do You need? What do You desire from me? These demons still sit beside me Haunt the halls I walk through Knowing, each time I step in They will be there And there will be pain, always Here I sit I don’t know how To face the howling echoes of these past traumas There’s … Read more

Sometimes

Sometimes I get lost in things Sometimes I forget what’s really important in life Sometimes I make mistakes Sometimes I forget to let go During those times It’s good to have friends To feel what’s unfelt To sit beside someone Who knows Who understands Who loves Knowingly holding me Until I’m ready To take on … Read more

With Some

But right now I feel a little empty Trying to find meaning In a meaningless world The sky is dark and grey Are we just fading away? Like water down the drain I hope not I hope I’m wrong That there’s some meaning to all this Now I’m done reminiscing It’s about time I start … Read more

The Road To My Final Resting Place

Image source: Photo by Michael D Beckwith on Unsplash Can I reach? The top of my lungs? Can I breach? The songs left unsung? Deep within me something unmistakably calling me To bring forth the secrets kept from sight A heightened sense of awareness My only companion on this weary road undertaken So strongly it calls me out To … Read more

Listening

Image source: Photo by Uljana Maljutina on Unsplash It all starts with simple things Simple conversations Glances that last for a short second That can turn into A lifetime of joy, love and happiness The defining moments Of my life Have all started with something small A calling from within Turned into action on the outside These roads have … Read more

My Deepest Truth

Image source: Photo by Jasper Boer on Unsplash She yearns for it Waits hours on end for it Craves for it Needs it Desires the shit out of it Longs for it Drips for it Shakes for it Begs and pleads for it Dances for it Undresses for it Goes mad for it Opens up for it Only I … Read more

Coming Of Silence

Image source: Photo by LEBORSKI PROJECT on Unsplash Time moves with an esoteric glow Letting go with ease Knowing even the far places overseas The mind takes it’s toll When not practiced control Letting it’s stories unfold The part that I play Won’t always stay the same Heartbreakingly sad it was made Time to wait And remake The stories … Read more

The Presence Of The Mind

Image source: Photo by Austin Neill on Unsplash What vision What a sight Lo and behold The transformation of might True strength and courage Accumulate over time I sit and pay homage To the people at my side Such power in sitting I find it fitting To acknowledge the twisting And turning of my insides Am I resisting? Or … Read more