The PAIN

Photo by Yuris Alhumaydy on Unsplash What if the pain You feelIs not Yours?But You feel it anyway The rays of what life should be likeDescend upon Your mindIf Your life is different than You imaginedThen You will feel painUntil You accept the truth of what is The truth of Read more…

Hope For The World To End

Photo by Edu Lauton on Unsplash I hate that women can control me with sex I hate that I control women with my love I strongly dislike the fact that every interaction in this capitalistic society is built upon having leverage over others I hate that we have become empty shells of human Read more…

Before I React

Image source: Photo by Maciej Sawicki on Unsplash More attention is what I seek Inside for myself Pain rooted so deeply in my consciousness I cannot breathe, I cannot even think Before I react Reactions bring pain Pain for myself and others I hopefully can breathe Tomorrow anew, a new dawn The curtains of Read more…

Within The Blackness

Image source: Photo by Aperture Vintage on Unsplash As the pain from my heart Drips blood To Yours and mine Never knowing what life could be Only to see Disappointments I see the angles They are calling me Writes of passages Are taunting me To put it mildly Surrendering to pain Is the easiest Read more…

Fucking Hell

Image source: Photo by Joshua Newton on Unsplash Fucking hell The discrepancy Between Myself and the world Where do I go from here? Where do I want to be? Be it so that all will be Golden Molded into being By the currents of life Quietly testing Your inner strength Pain flows from that Read more…

Fully Feeling

Image source: Photo by Dawid Zawiła on Unsplash A sharp pain twists and turns Silently under the surface How to keep my heart open in pain? A challenge for the brain Like a ripple from my back It moves, lures me into my depth There is no other way Now I must pray Seemingly Read more…

An Ode To Something

Image source: Photo by Matthew Kane on Unsplash What a strange place to be In the thick of it But feel not seen Pain emerges from these depths Nice to welcome it Together into the womb of being I’m saddened by the atrocity of it all In a peculiar sense Knowing that it will Read more…

Be Here

Press pause Look for a worthy cause Feel my way towards it Then take a step back And listen Listen to the sounds Voices from inside They have nothing to say At least for now Just overwhelming, ever-present pain Only grasping my mind I am free Ian Altosaar

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