I wonder If I ponder enough Will there be one? Sometimes I hope for some But knowing life It all must conclude I’ve sought out solitude For all the craziness that I found Shaken and scared You look at humans I feel sad for them A life lived so meaninglessly Note that I myself can … Read more
Always a lone dog Not understood by the peers Fears that them not seeing me Means I’m not good enough Wanting to be appreciated But knowing this will lead to even more suffering The smothering of what once was Speaks in silence Suddenly, I seek to find Peace and quiet, of the mind A sign, … Read more
What is my life? What have I become? Do I even remember the Sun? Unraveling, coming undone Whose life am I living? It isn’t a gift that keeps on giving What is this voice that keeps on singing? How do I quiet the ringing in my mind? Who are these ghosts? Haunting shadows of my … Read more
Image source: Photo by Maciej Sawicki on Unsplash When You feel meaningless The world has no meaning also Taste for life itself has gone Holding on for dear life Hoping that there’s still a meaning for it all Bitterness takes control The towers fall and the kingdom will soon follow Insanity has been made normal … Read more
From time to time Things will appear in plain sight Although seemingly buried deep Something to explore To rediscover Another layer of prayers Peace of mind is the new currency of life Ask Yourself Is it true wisdom that You seek? Or is it freedom? Comforting times ahead If the simple concept Of wisdom embedded … Read more
The fear of losing who I once was Completely baffles my mind The hurt caused by the opinions of people I once considered friends Still roams and looms in my consciousness Although I’ve experienced what it truly means to love myself The doubts and the emptiness still remains If only once in a while It’s … Read more
Image source: Photo by GEORGE ALEXANDRU NOVAC on Unsplash Working towards togetherness When the laws in place say we should be individual Striving to new visions While the old ones are being provisioned What can one do? One man can go far With help from others Look at ourselves Can we change? So that we move towards growth, kindness, … Read more
As darkness tightens it’s grip It does seem only the tip Of the iceberg The road to recovery Seems too smothering I’m bothered by the sheer magnitude of it all If I must I just Sit at the cusp Ian Altosaar
Being in uncertainty With not knowing Is like a continuous haze A mist that keeps on going People speak and I listen But it’s gone a second later Because my only concern is how can I find some certainty once more Some safety Some grounding Although the heart keeps on pounding A different kind of … Read more
