So It Is

Getting to the core of things in this fast-paced world of ours is not common It takes time, nobody has time anymore It seems like it’s even slipping away from me But unfortunately, it takes time to really listen Understand something more deeply It might take a lunar cycle or two Or even more In … Read more

Bubbling

I’m just a being Real-time seeing Feeling, on occasion kneeling Dreaming, deep sleep having Being Together is nice Coming together is sometimes hard Finding places To trust in each other After years and years Of silence These places are filled up Bubbling with energy Looking for a way out Through expression Experiencing Yourself In ways, … Read more

I Wonder

I wonder why? Things are as they are As I look to the sky Seems way up high But the question remains Are we just a dot, that’s hard to find? What of meaning? These are turbulent times Do we exist, just to exist? Is it small or big? Our lives Is it neither? Is … Read more

Despair Towards Freedom

It catches You and You are done. Knowing life, the beautiful side of it, gone. Now the climb up, or to a new place in time, must start. It can be hard. There is a grey wherever You look. Even the words You speak and listen to, taste like sawdust. Underneath it all lies acceptance, … Read more

The Bed

Take what You can get When Time stands still For Only one day You The moment passes me by Find New meaning to life Remember Some good times from before Hold Them dear to my heart Release And find new ones Stand Up and more Than Anything I’ve seen before Ian Altosaar

My

A myriad of choices Finding myself Looking back at changes Tighten the grip And loosen the stance Make choices based on values You stand for Lonely and sad Too bad It’s going to be More like You Creation will stand Pictures glowing in the dark Ian Altosaar

Give Glory

To again dream To dare to Is a courageous act In fact To have Your self-intact To have a knack To have someone else’s back Beings well known Covered with foam they roam Moan Give glory to those who are bold Ian Altosaar

Which Is It?

The question is Am I afraid? If the answer is yes Then another question beckons Of what? Or whom? Of myself? Of other’s opinions? Can it be that I’m supposed to bring something entirely new? Or am I just afraid to play this game? Maybe even win this game? Questions require answers Dear God Which … Read more

Speaks

What if God speaks through You And it’s You? What if everything is God speaking through You? But what happens when You don’t listen? What if it happens when You are alone? In Your room? When the darkness pulls down it’s curtain? What if the silence is what You actually desire and crave? What if … Read more

An Answer So Simple

I still find deep anger in my consciousness When things don’t go my way Some might call this natural Others Me being an angry person Now which is better I do not know But I do know one thing Anger and frustration is what is actually true for me At this moment So I do … Read more