Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/close-up-photography-of-wet-leaves-913807/ If things seem bad They probably are a little shitty As long as the pain is still lingering in my awareness There is hope Hope that things will change Maybe Just maybe I will find my way Ian Altosaar
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/high-angle-shot-of-desert-mountain-885746/ When the inner tension is pervasive The outer world seems to explode The energy with which we have to work with Is teaching us a humbling lesson Can’t hide from Myself Sometimes the reflection looking back Seems a little dark and full of hate In all honesty, I’m jousting with fate Can’t … Read more
Image source: Photo by Juhasz Imre from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/gray-high-rise-concrete-building-888317/ It is painful to experience rejection The heart breaks and the mind wonders Chasing rabbit holes Where the rabbit cannot be found It takes time to mend a broken heart and mind It truly takes a while Building new concepts and beliefs Seeing the world anew … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/plant-rose-royalty-free-huang-69937/ All desires are not good desires. But they are not bad. What I mean by that is that You don’t have to go towards each desire, You can choose. Choose to allow that desire to be. Because under that desire there is a need. A need to feel something. Be it freedom … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/purple-leaves-889084/ Darkness reveals many things Tiredness can seem like darkness often Looking for answers then You have to know the right places Because You see the world itself Speaks many tongues A variety of perspectives All not fitting Your cause in the moment Then You must look at Yourself Deeply and kindly Fiercely … Read more
Image source: Photo by Irina Kostenich from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/selective-focus-photography-of-blue-dripping-water-895231/ It is scary to be scared To hold on to some old threads But we must forge on A new pathway is clearing Undoubtedly this requires healing Of all aspects of the mind, body, and soul Realms never seen, places we have never been We need to … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/white-space-ship-and-brown-planet-586030/ Having this placement in Your birth chart literally feels like constant dying and rebirth. You are either in the process of dying or being reborn. Which from my own personal experience can be quite challenging. To understand this better we must understand what the 1st house in astrology represents. The 1st house in … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/pink-jellyfish-on-water-837500/ To delve into the mystery that is Your own wounding and pain Means letting go And knowing Yourself Where does pain stop? And integrity begin? Which is which? Are they intertwined? They must be Because one must reconcile With the first And then the latter will become into existence Cold blooded this … Read more
Image source: Photo by Ylanite Koppens from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/beige-analog-gauge-697662/ Times in times Looking forward to timeless times Where rhymes become more meaningful As truth is being told and it’s meant for guidance Guidance for the lost souls That’s needed in some sadder times A simple conversation Between friends of friends A deeper sense of purpose is … Read more
Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/agriculture-barley-field-beautiful-close-up-207247/ When You rise From the depth of Your unknowing Nothing can keep You on Your knees but life Life in all of its beauty and delicate fierceness Letting go becomes much easier Commitment stronger The pain of what once was can still cripple You for a moment in time But You have the … Read more
