Emptiness

Image source: http://pixcore.com/other/%5B292044-4752×3168%5D-viva-emptiness-stul-cherno-2 Can’t You see how empty this is? So insufferably empty Hollow When I look at You there’s only desertedness You laugh There’s nothing You speak And the shallowness of Your being oozes right through me And I’m sad Part of me wants You to be different It’s not fair I do care … Read more

Silence

Image source: Universe? I see no reason to speak now No I want to be I want to look at You I want to feel You Words just fill the void But the void needs no filling Cause it’s already full Can You see the irony? Delicate paradox of this We are trying to fill … Read more

Darkness

Image source: http://wallpaperbeta.com/snow_forest_trees_winter_nature_hd-wallpaper-341656/ Darkness my old friend Here we meet once again A deeper feeling that lies within My human mind wants to fend Send You off somewhere far far away I lay Like molded in clay this idea stays Afraid And curious I’m once more Can it be I just want to score? Ignore … Read more

A Short, One-Sided Love Affair

Image source: http://quotesgram.com/wolf-and-moon-quotes/#YX3bDko1G0 It was dark But I was totally awake It was snowing To give contrast to the vast darkness around me Had no idea I was going to meet You But we met We looked at each other It was love at first site Or affection, attraction I could see the depth of … Read more

Morning

Image source: https://hdwallpapers.cat/winter_morning_light_sunlight_snow_nature_hd-wallpaper-1279078/ I was awake but I could sense You were asleep You had Your back turned towards me I could hear You breathing, it was quiet I can still remember Your smell It was sweet and soft, creamy It felt like home And away (All the pun intended) I used the bathroom You … Read more

Fear

Image source: http://www.ambwallpapers.com/mountains-hd-wallpapers/ I feel fear now The metallic feel of the sensation grabbed me by the throat I’m helpless with it I’m like a kid at a candy store with no money to buy candy It hurts The weight in my arms has doubled They are like wooden thumps, soaked in salty sea water … Read more

Shadows

Image source: Private collection Can You see the shadows? Can You feel them? Can You hear them? What do they say? Is it hurt they’re expressing? Wonderful Now You see them Now You feel them They are loud! They’re intent isn’t malevolent Oh no Quite the opposite They sing songs of Your past Some might … Read more

Beauty

Image source: View from the office building I work at during a snowstorm. And suddenly You can see the beauty of it all A guy on the corner speaking french Fuck I love french! The curves of a woman passing by Her coy smile The softness The sensuality of her whole being You want to … Read more

All Life Is Death

Image source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pSbtCX-uDEs A grueling concept But when You sit with it long enough A certain ease arises The fighting stops You are still afraid of death But You are clear about the certainty of it I’m not asking You to be okay with it Just sit with it Toy with it Lean on it … Read more

The Dark And Wild Feminine

Image source: Day after the full moon on 25th of December 2015. Lääne-Virumaa, My families country home. At first I stood My ground She made a grueling sound, like a hound I remembered to stand strong and tall But it did not prepare me for the fall Call after call after call My confidence was … Read more