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Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Vääna beach. Take the time for Yourself Move with time itself Recommendations from God Himself Rest when time flies by itself Release from the depths, fires of hell itself Remember until You surrender Glazed over The meaning of life rests on Your shoulders Mountains Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Fountain

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Valgamaa, Tsirguliina. A New kingdom will rise From the disguise Of the old kingdom’s demise Because in truth, nature cannot hide All the ways we spend our days Avoiding our pain The pictures we take Of babies not yet awake Instead In the warmth Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Field Day

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. I have it my And she has it her way That is how we spend the day Now at night Laying in bed we say Things unsaid during the day Hey babe I express affection In the moment I take Her Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

In My Sweetest of Souls

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. The loneliness I feel Sometimes does feel real The mind wants to deal A different hand, eagerly Desiring a solution But nothing can take this away from me Anything I have ever tasted Slept with Done Accomplished Or filled myself up Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

An Inside Game

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes the words are hidden behind the surface Quiet waiting game with the world itself Days are different Like night and day My inside experience Has a mind of it’s own What’s do be done here Just wait for clarity to Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Slowly

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. As silence finds a way into my prayer I know I’m well connected to sources Yet unknown to me Resting finds a place in my experience And care of the world is known More deeply This is a road for the Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

A Modern Day Mystic

Image source: My private collection. Spain, Gran Canaria, Agaete. Within the voice of loneliness A certain richness can be experienced That can’t be witnessed in company When the silence starts speaking I better listen Echoes in the chambers Wisdom is right here In the present moment It whispers to those Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Night

Image source: My private collection. Near lake Tudu, Lääne-Virumaa, Estonia. Under the cover of darkness We are all equal As the night descends We become shadows Shadows of yesterday Like the morning The night is always wiser There’s a sense of yearning for freedom in the night Without the fullness Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Black Men

Image source: My private collection. Photographer Gunnar Kopperud. Black men in Black suits Am I helping them spread their black truths? Like serpents they sliver through the darkness Hearts as cold as coal And so they roam Just waiting to be taken home The paradox of this situation They have Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Seeking for Guidance

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Whispers in the night The speak so quietly Delicately they talk about Your divine right Romping through the plains With mysticism in their minds What are You seeking weary traveler? They ask with only one thing in mind To remind me Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago