Poetry

My Feelings

Image source: Private collection The pain is real The desire, longing strong The illusion of not having it Even more vigorous I feel the energy rise Burning my insides Tightly gripping my being Greatly distorting my seeing Only when I surrender to the feeling The twilight starts gleaming Pouring in Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Fire

Image source: Private collection I sit in silence In silence with the fire and the rain Their soothing presence reminds me of the pain The good kind of pain The kind where it’s so beautiful I don’t want to let go And for a while I don’t have to The Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

These Are The Days I live For

Image source: Private collection These are the days I live for The wind brushes through my hair I let my hands do the same The wild strawberries blooming Oh the beauty breaks my heart On the horizon, there’s darkness in the sky It will rain soon I don’t want it Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

The Wind Blows

Image source: Private collection The Wind blows Such power, such might I surrender to it’s ferocity But underneath it all There’s a gentleness to it Holding me Caressing me Touching me softly As I feel the hair in the back of my neck rise Goosebumps! I’m reminded of the forces Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Joy

Image source: http://art.bulhot.com/1709/priroda-vdahnovyavashti-snimki-podborka/ Gently up my chest Pouring in Pure love So it begins Feeling my heart Come light me up from afar Like a little boy I feel inside sometimes Innocent and playful Giggly and sweet A blonde haired miracle of life stomping my feet In puddles Exploring life Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

What About?

Image source: Obja village, West-Virumaa, Estonia. Private collection. What about us? What about everything? What about being held? What about feeling? Feeling so strongly Feeling so deeply Taking a piece of someone Into Your heart That You become them Are them Feel them Become Yourself With all the love I Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Jive

Image source: http://img1.etsystatic.com/000/0/6245917/il_fullxfull.339278053.jpghttp://img1.etsystatic.com/000/0/6245917/il_fullxfull.339278053.jpg Laced with misunderstanding The way I look at You The way I feel You Is somewhat creepy Deeply subdued In my subconscious The pattern Of push and pull I can see it now I can feel into it now I’m doing my best to surrender to it Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Beauty

Image source: http://ilovestillness.com/category/stillness-and-nature/ There is so much So much beauty in the world If I stop and listen Feel and ponder My heart goes boom! And it’s never the same again My dear friend It seems we are laughing at the world’s end Looking upon something that’s lasts an eternity Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Until I Rise

Image source: http://wallup.net/landscape-nature-mountain-sunset-clouds-forest-washington-state-trees-summer-cliff/ It doesn’t really matter Knowing pain is knowing Yourself Why do I choose this? Because it’s sweeter than a woman’s kiss What’s real anymore? Who can I trust? Right on the cusp Standing as I must Believe, believe in Yourself Quiet whispers remain Like the weather just Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Truth’s Demise

Image source: https://wallpaperscraft.com/tag/summer/3840×2160 Put Your hand up I’ll wrap it in mine Together we’ll shine Side by side, inclined To love and live freely Test Yourself I’ll sit here with You Testing Myself I hope You do the same with me Timely recognition of true love Suddenly I realize Making Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago