The Hostess

Image source: Photo by Ross Sokolovski on Unsplash The transmission of transmissions Set in stone somewhere Deep behind a rock of silence Pushing towards it with all my might Searching for the light Deep within the darkness, I may find Some clear skies Timeless and free The falling arc of sunset Amidst the sweet darkness of my being A … Read more

The Calling

Image source: Photo by Sebastian Unrau on Unsplash Into the woods My heart calls My body yearns My love for the land grows My calling awaits The land gives and takes The cycle of life Can be felt inside To know the land so intimately Is to be aware of Yourself To great extent Life can be safe Ian … Read more


Image source: Photo by Jasmin Causevic on Unsplash So much to do so much to see It feels like I’m in the middle of it for real Visioning it into being Reasoning with it To experience healing Seemingly happening within each moment Disappointed about the pace Reminded, this is not a race Putting down my gloves Sipping tea and … Read more

The Sweetness In Pain

Image source: Photo by Marco Secchi on Unsplash As I notice Myself Amidst pain and sadness Deep emptiness and hollowness I wonder, where is it coming from? Like a slow-paced kid, I begin to wonder Have I squandered the chances given to me? I become afraid, the presence of fear Is gripping me tightly No I say nay Part … Read more

The Human Experience

Image source: Photo by Kasuma from Pexels So delicate So fragile Like catching a snowflake with my tongue So gentle So rough Like putting my hands in the ground Soaking it up It could end in every moment Every moment could be the last Or the first Exploring it with curiosity and tenderness Opens … Read more


Image source: Photo by photos_by_ginny from Pexels The richness I can find Oh to be alive Suddenly this is where I reside In life, immersed in the tidal Waves of highs and lows Warm and cold I put my hand on my weeping heart It’s crying because of all the beauty It can find … Read more

That Time When I Felt God For The First Time

Image source: Photo by Kristina Paukshtite from Pexels I sit with myself and it’s quiet I like the silence Connecting me to myself I remember the murmur of the trees The wind in my blonde hair Running towards the setting sun It all felt complete, everything seemed so sweet The feeling washed over me … Read more

An Inside Game

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes the words are hidden behind the surface Quiet waiting game with the world itself Days are different Like night and day My inside experience Has a mind of it’s own What’s do be done here Just wait for clarity to emerge Staying in the fog … Read more


Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. As silence finds a way into my prayer I know I’m well connected to sources Yet unknown to me Resting finds a place in my experience And care of the world is known More deeply This is a road for the people Who find deep meaning … Read more