Within The Blackness

Image source: Photo by Aperture Vintage on Unsplash As the pain from my heart Drips blood To Yours and mine Never knowing what life could be Only to see Disappointments I see the angles They are calling me Writes of passages Are taunting me To put it mildly Surrendering to pain Is the easiest and hardest thing I’ve ever … Read more

Painfully Soothing

Image source: Photo by Jasmin Causevic on Unsplash Take me as I am I come from this land In the quicksand of time That’s where all truth resides Divided by The eons and flights it took for me to get here Timeless In essence is life The cruelty and freedom In realizing that No one owes us nothing Painfully … Read more

Rest Assured

Image source: Photo by Matthew Henry on Unsplash What must one see before Seeing the future? Will it be possible to take the place of God? What greatness lies beneath all the bullshit glamour and glitter Rest assured Peace will be restored Ian Altosaar

I Must Wake

Image source: Photo by Diana Măceşanu on Unsplash I want to fight it But it keeps on growing I want to surrender to it But I find myself moaning Gut-wrenching fear Is percolating in my presence I feel like a sad boy Seems like the man I once was Is a memory I cannot claim right now What to … Read more

Fitting

Image source: Photo by Fancycrave on Unsplash So I wait I call Roads to heavens Come As You are Take And recall Who made the call For change Lust and lists I just sit Wonder Ponder how I see fit Hopefully, the road is always lit Ian Altosaar

Wrap My Hands

Image source: Photo by Alexander Klarmann on Unsplash Endings and beginnings Are sometimes intertwined As if there was no beginning or end in the first place From start to finish This life is Yours for the making Grabbing her Seems like the wise choice Painfully witnessing Relentless coming of life It is time To wrap my hands in surrender … Read more

Believing Part Two

Image source: Photo by Michał Parzuchowski on Unsplash And now All that is left to do Is sit And wait Ponder Relate to what’s going on in my life Find meaning in resting Helping myself To higher ground Where my worth is no longer measured It just is Like the essence of nature It is always there To be … Read more

Believing

Image source: Photo by Andre Gorham II on Unsplash Scared and vulnerable Emotions come and go A continuous flow Tightly knit The feeling of disappointment in my gut Somewhere so deeply Motions Explosions of energy Kindly pick up the stranger Lastly Say it proudly Believing so boldly Ian Altosaar

There Are Deeper Places

Image source: Photo by Jorge Garcia on Unsplash Rest assured This road has been an arduous one So much so I’m shaken to my very core There is so much darkness within the light That it surrounds me What to believe, where to seek? Only one true place for this to be There are deeper places A mixture of … Read more

True Knowing

Image source: Photo by Ant Rozetsky on Unsplash I appreciate the guidance I’m thankful to have this support In this lifetime Sometimes Creation takes time Careful preparation Knowing of souls So that one day You could look into each other’s eyes And plan the next chapter of Your journey together Life once lived Ceases to exist Once the living … Read more