Articles

Holding On and Letting Go

Image source: Photo by eberhard grossgasteiger from Pexels https://www.pexels.com/photo/brown-and-green-leaf-trees-with-snow-covered-field-in-background-774861/ The thing about nature is that it has a mind of it’s own. It moves with a sense of purpose unlike any other. Strong willed, yet at the same time soft and beautiful. Nothing can stop it, however much we want Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Podcast

Knowing More

Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ My life for the last five years has been constant death with small windows of life in between deaths. This has been at the same time one of the most hardest and most beautiful times of my life. Image source: https://www.pexels.com/photo/backlit-beautiful-clouds-color-392091/ I’ve lost many people, they have Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

It’s not the way that I want it. It’s just the way that I need it. Day after day.

Image source: My private collection. The view outside when I woke up today. As I woke up today these words with a certain melody were going through my head “It’s not the way that I want it. It’s just the way that I need it. Day after day.” I couldn’t Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

Nobody Cares About You

Image source: My private collection. Me doing funny faces and drinking fancy lemonade at a hipster restaurant in Pärnu, Estonia. The restaurant itself is called Supelsaksad. I don’t have any connection to the restaurant other than I loved our visit there and the food was absolutely delicious. You should go Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Articles

How to Find Your Own Personal Inner Truth?

Image source: My private collection. On a marsh island, Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa. This is literally going to be one of those articles that teaches You how to do something. Exactly like Cosmos “How to turn on Your man with these 5 easy tricks?” Or “74 ways to help You find Your Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

On Death

Image source: My private collection. Tallinn, Estonia. If You continue to look at death straight in it’s face You will break regardless If You happen to experience the bright side of life on some days In between this constant dying There might be periods of lighter existence But don’t be Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Real Worth

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. Sometimes we want someone to embrace our shadows Before we have done it ourselves Sometimes the line between light and dark Gets blurry And we don’t know what to do We want someone to hold us And carry us through To Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

Where The Light Stands

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. It is in the consciousness of man Where the light stands When that light starts to flicker We need something more to believe in When there is no light The darkness descends As the light returns The lion roars once more Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Blog

A New World Order

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Pärnumaa. The times ahead, they are changing. They are changing fast. New times require new measures. We need commitment to character. Love of self and others, on a deeper, much deeper soul level. In order for this to happen, we have to grow. Some Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago
Poetry

In My Sweetest of Souls

Image source: My private collection. Estonia, Lääne-Virumaa, Obja village. The loneliness I feel Sometimes does feel real The mind wants to deal A different hand, eagerly Desiring a solution But nothing can take this away from me Anything I have ever tasted Slept with Done Accomplished Or filled myself up Read more…

By ianaltosaar, ago